Thursday, April 28, 2005
yesterday at our campus. me, su yu(my TKD buddy), sister, Carol aNd Xin Xin
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Yesterday I can't sleep after what we've discuss I was suppose to sleep but while I was about to sleep, my phone rang and we suddenly talked about us.I had a hard time sleeping throughout.I did reflected on what I've done. I just want you to know that I'm sorry.But I hope you'll be able to give me the time to make it up for you.You said that I treated my friends much beter than I do..Well, I wonder what on earth is going on.My mum and you think that I treated you unfairly.I believe there's still a chance for me to make up whatever I 've done. I'm not compromising.I just want to let you know that I will do whatever I can before everything is gone.But don't expect so much from me as no one is perfect I myself will make mistake.I'm already so tired, about other stuffs... do you know how is it like for me ...how it feels? sometimes is really painful.as you never know I ever had a wound that will never seems to heal deep in my heart.I don't wish to have another scar, wound. But now, that wound of mine is gone.I want to be the happy,cheerful, bubbly girl people have known.I just hope this thing don't happen too often.. Argh...... my legs, back and my stomach hurts.I can't help it...I can't really run, laugh too much etc etc...is painful.after my TKD training yesterday.what to do? no pain no gain.Is worth it.I heard that everyone in TKD (those in white belt) passed their grading and will be promoted to the next rank/ level which is yellow tip.actually IF you are capable and able to do better you'll get a double promotion and your rank will be yellow belt.Haiz....I'm not good enough.After my yellow tip is yellow belt then green tip, green belt..........on and on and on and on then to your highest rank which is black belt..lolx.I'm dreaming of getting a black belt in future if possible.Gotta believe in myself and dreams.Yeah another few more days is the month of may I'm 16 going on 17 on 11th May.heex.I'm waiting for that time to come.Today there wasn't any afternoon lesson we finished at 1200-1230hrs.Then I went to muIti Media lab with Su Yu and Xin Xin to used the computers.Yeah, I went home.Then went to meet sister at tampines interchange as we'll be going out with Eddie, Xin Xin, iced man and Sam.Actually sister and I don't wanna go as iced man will be joining us..He's such a pain in the neck and ass...zzzz.but because of Eddie, we gave him face.Eddie is my TKD senior and our good friend.haiz...iced man..he's there.....really can feel bored and a little vexed by him...What to do? compare to him and my darling.Obviously my darling is better.heex...We played pool and some arcade games.Had a great time, we even took pictures for the day..
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Yesterday I went all the way to Dover to watch thosestudents in their TKD training.I was there busy watching.What I can say is their training is kinda slacking, Seniors cantake their break as and when they like it, their way of sparring is different.There are lots of people in TKD higherrank then me.hehe...I watched closely and carefully on how their coach./instructor taught them.Today I did not go to school in the morning as I had a headache since lastnight after I left Dover...zzz...I reached my campus at around 1130hrs then Ice man, Eddie, Sister,Xin Xin, Su Yu, Shi Yun,Carol and I went to Bedok to buy ingredients for our stall.We are selling cappucino, mocca and 2-3 new flavourscappucino peppermint, strawberry and Mocca peppermint and strawberry.Our stall did well, managed to earn about 30-40 bucks.heex...Today TKD training is not like the usual week.Our coach Jason wasn't around..then another coach came and took over our training today I find this coach kinda sucks...The way he trained is tough.I can understand but at a certain time he's abit too much..zzzz..There's once he wanted we girls to do pumping.then He got Edmel, Eddie and the other guys to join us do pumping..what the hell?he wanted girls to do pumping and in the end he wanted Edmel and friends to do pumping with us..haiz..zzz.But today we finished early.Our sparring was rather special we get to change opponent,I even sparred with guys too...wooo.....heh heh....ZZZ.......yesterday training wad a little the same as today....
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Monday, April 25, 2005
Yesterday, I got up at around 1215hrs..zzz.I'm so damn tired.Then I received an SMS from him. Haiz...I wonder why he still thinks that I'm still mad at him...Well, after saturday incident,I'mnot mad at him at all...Whatever it is, is already over.The past is thepast.But I'm thinking of an idea..If he's gonna disappoint me I'll carry outmy action plan..Hey dude, you heard that? if you ever gonna disappoint me delibrately or unitentionally, I really gonna carry out my action plan.Ok, back to business, Su Yu is back..She got me, sister, Carol,Xin Xin and Chris-jiesome souvenirs..Thanks gal.I like it..Haiz...zzz...this time I gotta do a small task.I gotta do itevery week which is to fold a crane then put it in a bottle...I gotta do that is all because his idea...He wanted to know how long are we 2 together bby folding the cranes and putting them in the bottle..Tomorrow I'll be going over to watch TKD...haha..... Other than that, about my starhub bill, the session head talked to her about my bill. She will get her pay on the 5th May. So she will pay me on the next day.Yeah, almost everything is settled..I guess there's less headaches.....I can sleep well, eat well and do things without being so clumsy, blur, careless..heex...
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
Yeah.Yesterday my TKD finished at 2200hrs..zzzI'm sooo damn freaking tired...Hey dudes you know what? I was involve in TKD sparring.But I still felt abitbored at TKD yesterday due to Su Yu's absence.Fernandes wasn't around too.But Eddie ChenWei went to TKD.Guesswhat?He's signing on for TKD..woo hoo..Even Ice man thought ofjoining TKD too.Then I won't feel too bored and lonely too.Thanks to Eddie,ChenWei he's the one who recruited people to join TKD.Yesterday there were 3 new students joining us.Goodness..My legs and ass is freaking pain.I was kick in the ass too..Sparring till so late yesterday.The other Eddie( Edmel's friend) did not participate in TKD activites due to muscle tear while he had his grading.Poor him.While I was sparring, Sebastian, Edmel and the other guys were telling me what to do, how to block, defend,kick, punch etc.When I finished sparring, Sebastian told me''no pain, no gain''.Yeah...Though is painful..Is worth it.You know what???Edmel is damn pro in TKD sparring.haha....seriously how I wished if I master my skills then I'll be able to challenge Edmel and some other people..haha...My opponent is a girl..so currently we don't have such stuffs as having our opponent which is an opposite sex.Yesterday, waited for Edmel,Eddie,Jun Jie then we walked to the bus stop,took the same bus.Edmel,me and some others alighted first.then Edmel wanted me to accompany him to wait for his bus..no way.I told him I wanted to go home.(p.s: Edmel,....too bad...I didn't wanna wait with you.Cos I'm lazy and tired to wait with you..lolx)By the time I got home it was already 2230hrs.Wow.I had my shower, ate, chat with my mum,called my dad and talked about the starhub bill, then called my darling.Haiz...too bad he missed a good show..watching us sparring.I'm not sure if there's any TKD training in his polytechnic today.I'm not sure if I would wanna go.But how am I going to tell my mum.ShoulD I just say that there's some competition @ SP together with other schools etc..Guess is really a lame and stupid excuse..Well their TKD training is on every Tuesday and Thursaday.If I can't go this week,then I'll go next week..well,Let me toss a coin then think about it again
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Hey dudes and dudettes,I'm back..Just came back yesterdayfrom Manila.I went there for some conference/seminar organisedby my aunt's church.I had a great time though I may tend to fall asleep when I really felt sleepy. I really missed sister, xin xin, babyand the others..heh heh.Whenever I kinda felt bored, down etc.I'll just think about them.Other than Manila, I even went to Baguio City.is a place which is atthose kind of hills/mountains.Is really cold.The scenery is reallybeautiful as if in Switzerland..On sunday, I went for sight-seeing andshopping at Baguio.I bought stuffs like goodies.I even had a pony ride.I was really kinda afarid and kinda shiver. I was being lead by someone while on the pony ride..hehe.....Is really a great experience.I got up at bout 2 plus in the morning to get ready as the van will be coming at around 0330hrs.The journey from Baguio back to manila is really long at least about 5-8hours on the van.zz...I slept in the van.sleep and sleep and sleep.We reached manila airport at around 1145hrs.Well, what the hell is going on now? I got scolded by my dad due to some checking in of baggages.My aunt was being scolded by my dad. they argued.My dad blamed me for causing them to end up in some argument.argh..I've enough,From Singapore to Manila he bugged/say/scolded me.Then from Manila back to Singapore got another lecture by him.Well, he scolded me infront of people...Is really embarassing and it sucks to feel that way.All he does is just scold scold scold....abusing his authority.what the hell?I even sat on the plane next to him. took the same cab with him.The cab drove to my aunt's place at pasir Ris. then to his place at tampines street 21.I followed him. well, I even showed my anger when I was at his place.argh.I told him I'll be going home by myself. he just raised his voice and threw a pack of rough paper on the floor into my direction.ZZ...ok,I shan't talk bout my trip for now.I called sister yesterday and she told me about what has happened.I was shocked that my SIM card was taken by that Erni.Thank god sister did check whether the SIM card was in my old mobile phone.i got back my phone but my SIM card wasn't there..that bitch, took my card.Sister and Carol reported the matter to Mr Koo and MS Ng.I really feel badd for giving sister and the others trouble.Xin Xin, Carol and the others called my that new number.is either Erni hung up on them or the phone was off.argh...Today my other classmates also knew bout this incident and asked about my problem.Well, I really wanna thank Xin Xin, sister, Su Yu, Carol and Christiana-Jie for helping me and also wanna apologise at the same time...Joker told me that IF i never get back my SIM card he say he'll wanna go and find her.Christiana even called Erni's workplace to look for her once.i think Erni's supervisor knows about what she has done.Erni even owed me lots of things. like my swim suits,nail polish and most importantly my SIM card.She's really in hot soup.I'm not gonna share my locker with her..NEVER! I'm gonna take her stuffs out of my locker, then changed the padlock.I'll not move out of my locker.there are 2 reason why.1) I need to let the teacher know bout the change of my locker2) The locker was ever done by my baby...hehe
About today
Today I went back to school.I'm really tired.I only slept for about 5 and a half hours..zzz..Well, after school,I went out with Sister, Xin Xin and Carol.We went to take neoprint.Sister left to meet her friend as she'll be going to Orchard .Carol went to M1 shop to get her GPRS activated as she had changed her mobile phone.Xin Xin accompanied me to Starhub customer service centre to get some information bout my mobile phone.But I didn't get to check as I was told that my dad is supposed to come down.I 'm not sure how. whether should I get a pre paid card temporarily till i get my SIM card back.Or asked the customer service to suspend the phone line and I get a new SIM card.Don't worry cos my new SIM card will be the same number.
That bitch even claimed that the SIM card is not mine...goodness...what is this? well, I have a classmate who had encounter this problem his card was a pre paid card.The card has about 15 bucks and she used up till the amount was around 2plus.my gosh! she's really terrible.Christiana-jie told me that I could go and find her during the evening time at white sands Mcdonalds.My mum wanted me to get her address so I can go to her place and collect back my stuffs.But I couldn't get her address..haiz...zzz.I told my mum that we can find her at pasir ris Mcdonalds.My mum wanna embarrass her..i was like...great.I heard that she's gonna be sack soon...well, all the best to her....may god bless you...
Today I went to SUn Tec City to watch the movie Samara.well, zzz..i didn't get to watch the ending part...argh..as i went to the loo...I was urgent..haiz.....anyway, had a great time. and feeling worried sick bout this kind of stuffs....hiaz....
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
Today is cousin's birthday she's 9 this year..Happy birthdayNicole!!...Yeah..Yesterday I didn't went to school.Lessons werecancelled as teachers will be on courses..Woo hoo...I can sleep longer,get up at a later time.hehe..Hmm.....Another 3 more days I'll be flyingoff..I would love to have some gathering with my belles, darling and theothers haha.....before I board the plane..I must say that this week is ratherthe best week I had in school because.We only studied on Monday and Tuesday.On tuesday, we were dismissed early. so I went out with Xin Xin, Carol. Su yU,sister and Shi Yun... Su Yu and Shi Yun went to long John silver to have their mealand the 4 of us had KFC..heh heh....Then we went to TM took neoprint, tour around the place and ran into Eddie,Edmel and some of Edmel and Eddie's friends..hahaWednesday, was the opening of 77th Street (Retail Training Centre) in my campus.Some of my classmates were invlove in some modelling stuffs..I was suppose to be involvebut I didn't got selected...haha...I'm fine with it.As I'm a promoter of 77th street....haha...Reallyhad a hard time promoting, approaching prople..haiz..zzz...I got a free manicure, pedicure anda make over for my face...haha...sister wanted me to go for that makeover thingy..well, is not that bad after all...It was the right time having that makeover thingy.cos after that event I'll be out..Went out with sister and the others to have our pictutres taken again..haha...Then I went tocatch a movie......Thursday, there's no lesson...Mr Koo came late. We were busy using the computer in the computer lab.Yeah. after his lesson, was supppose to be CRN but the teacher wasn't around..haiz....So altogether we have 3 hours break.I went out with Joker, Eddie. Zoro, Jared,Jaspers, sister, Eugene, Su Yu and Xin Xin to Tampines Safra for bowling..haha.I played with them....haha....i'm not good at it..But I tried to hit some of those pins..haha.....Is better than nothing...After bowling, we went back to campus.Sad to say, we had no lessons but went down to the RTC to meet Miss Aw..She released the results for our SES CA...goodness! I got a B..hehe...Ms Ng, told us friday we only have CRN.but that night.Xin Xin updated me that friday's lessons will be cancelled..woo hooo..Ok back to yesterday, I got up did some household chores, had my lunch then I went out to Pasir Ris library to return my books and do some reading..Then my darling came over..haha...we stayed in the library for a little while more..then headed to Changi Airport...touring around, using the trolley to put our belongings..haha.....Took the sky train down to terminal 2 then back to terminal 1....then he wanted me to see him home..so I was like..Ok..no problem..haha..then crapped around etc etc....hehe....Is my great time again...Other than calling him dude, darling..I called him baby too..hehe....cos, he's too cute ...Even sister told me that he's got a baby face..Time flies and is already 2 weeks with him....hai
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