Thursday, September 29, 2005
Now I'm in my campus library..blogging...suppose to be PE lesson..but Charlene, xin xin and me went to the library..wahhaa...haiz..sian diao..yesterday after school went to cafeteria with my gang..Long,yun,Iced man, Eddie bought a birthday cake for Su Yu as it was her birthday yesterday...had a great time..glad she is happy..today is my mei jeslene..is her birthday today...yeah, hmm..i must say there are lots of may, july and september babies..haha...
Yesterday TKD training is not tough...I would like to welcome Long, Joel,Iced man and Xue Ting to our TKD club.they just came and joined in yesterday..so happy to have my own gang and my friends(JOEL and xue ting) to be involve in TKD...wooooooo hoo...in future TKD will not be too sian for me if su yu and eddie is not around....Yeah, yesterday finished quite early..my next grading is on the 9th October..I was suppose to leave earlier but Jason sir wanted me to do my pattern with Jia Yu..so I stayed on..well, my TKD junior Jeff say that like that I can get a double promotion...getting a double promotion there is an advantages and disadvantages.
http://photobucket.com/albums/b318/lin9lin9/caRol%20bIrthDaY%20cEleBraTiOn/7f704bb8.j
Advantages-climb to a much higher level faster than anyone
disadvantages- learning 2 sets of pattern...from a different rank and your current rank.( example if I get green, I gotta learn green tip set of pattern too...) haiz.....sian diao..
Anyway, yeah, next month will be octob er...no no...this saturday will be 1st October a brand new month..On the 9th after my grading had some dinner thingy and bazar thingy organised by my church...heh heh..thought of doing my fringe..silver in colour and last time the green hair i have now turn to gold..haiz.maybe when the event around the corner gonna do le..hehehope mummy allow me to do silver on my fringe just like last time k one member Gino..got that ash/silver strip on his fringe...damn stylo..hahaahaha...
K one member Gino with the strip on his fringe
torn
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
I woke up late...today lesson starts at 10 then I woke up at 0956hrs... thanks to Xin Xin's SMS and Carol's call..then I quickly jumped out of my bed...gosh....today my second day of my period...yeah, then got ready and took a cab down to campus I didn't took PE due to my stomach cramp...Argh....pain like hell..
some of the pictures taken at marina bay last friday
Then Yun asked me to eat chocolates...Wah....while WX was around, he asked me not to drink cold drink..then everyone was like...wah..compliment that he is a good PTL..then iced man say from PTL become FUll-time Lao gong..lolx..today talk cock then suddenly talked about guys wanna yang girls...then I down there jokingly say no one want to yang me.....then Ling say Leslie loh...I say wait long long ar...my kor leh..how can make him do that.then after school the rest went to k-box except me and lINg, xin xin and david not sure they going to k-box anot..i wonder did they go..hehe....yeah, yesterday that pear called me thena sked me where is ling, i said she went out with her friends.
Bloody hell! that pear ar...wrote on his blog saying hope me and eddie become an item....what the toot....last time also say hope me and WX together then after WX, he say hope me and David together. then me and Leslie now.....eddie and me...waht the f**k..knn...ggot nothing better to say ar.....if he just shut his mouth no one will say he is a mute loh..haiz...sian diao...what the hell is this..then he say alot of guys after me and there's one way to prevent it from happening which is to disfigure my face...haiz, crazy....then tell me alot of rubbish saying how to make my (ahem! ) big...blooody hell need you to teach me is it..aiyah..he that one BLP lah...su yu say he act cute act like a 5-year-old kid.....i laughed sia...stupid pear.....say this kind of thing one more time you watched out..hhaa
here's something I wanna show you guys on how I soot some one :
iisabell: want more guys a not jeassea i intro to u..yandao one ah beng one also got..
JeAsSeA: no need no need....is ok iisa wan intro hor...my type of guys hor...i dun wan like super glue de...
iisabell: then i give u nivel ai mai...
JeAsSeA: HA..NIVEL ..what?? sorry hor that one my old shoe i take back for what..
.haha.....not worth it lah...is ok..i got lotsa gy friend so not a problem...
iisabell: lol ur old shoes?yah but is old shoes dun want euu even if euu want back as if the old shoes want euu lolx pathetic..
JeAsSeA: HAHA.ah wadever....wan or don't wan not important as if i care.....heh heh....dun tell me u wan wear my old shoe....wear loh..that one cheapskate.....meant for ppl who like cheapskate stuffs ma..hahaa aniwae scared wad...cannot find bf ar....singapore plenty of guys wad....
iisabell: lol ur old shoes? dun0 who dump who lolx..cheapslate? mayb the shoe thinks the owner's leg smelly run away..
JeAsSeA: yaya, wadever.dun wan dun wan loh...i dun gif a damn.....keep yr cheapskate shoes wif u lah...bhb...got so mani ai ai for wad.....act so jian...wor
torn
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Back again to update my blog this time with all my enjoyment and fun for the past few days...Yeah, last firday went to Marina Zhen fa to have steamboat as it is another sister's birthday..this time the birthday girl is Carol...Happy birthday Carol.....hope you like your present...
Had a great time, eating, taking pictures, chatting, taking food of our choices..thanks to su yu for helping me to take lots of pictures and to film a mini video on my digital camera...hahaa.. then Su Yu, Kelvin, Yun,Ah long and eddie left....only left carol , david, carol's 2 friends. wei xiang, ling,ice man and me...we went to the arcade....played a few rounds of games then we left....Woooooo hoooooo reached tampines then my kor kor tongpang me on his motorbike...wooooooooo hoooo...the last time I sat on a motorbike was when i'm still a kid I sat infront and my dad drove..this time, I sat at the back.then kor kor asked me to hold tight.At first don't know how to hop onto the bike..then kor hoped on first, followed by me..hehe..thanks kor for sending me home..
Forward to today, i went out with ling, xin xin, david,ice man, tay wei xiang and Li Jie to orchard cineleisure....actually we wanted to watched the movie ;red shoes in the end, we didin't..so in the end we watched another movie. Lord of the dog town..heh heh.... had a great time..haiz..this li jie ar....keep on disturbing my and ling....irritating...haha...ya, tomorrow is fu de's birthday...hapy birthday fu de, next followed by sister su yu and my mei jeslene.. jes mei, long time never hear from you and never go out with you...hope to go out with you again....miss ya... had a great time for the past few days....about me and eddie, we're still friends lah.....ya....eddie. i don't want to lose a friend glad to have you as one of my good friend. everything seems better........glad about it...wishing everyone a happy time without facing so much problems in life
torn
Friday, September 23, 2005
hmm..lots of things to say...firstly, is about wednesday.....if you guys get to know about what happened wednesday at my campus library...you'll sure kinda laugh....it happened like this.. we had 3 hours break due to our lessons being cancelled that 's why we end up having 3 hours break,...as usual my group of buddies and sisters went to the library some used the PCs some went there to sleep.I logged in on msn then steven say hi to me...so we chatted then beside me was edie, then the 2 of us were busy shooting, pass nasty remarks..then there's a line that stevena sked me go eat shit say i fierce...then I du lan..I sold...I say something like this.... ''knn, nb,ccb, how dare u ask me to makan tayi(shit in malay)''...bloody hell then he what....stupid pear...the reason why i called him pear iit started when yeng ling said that he's some kind of superglue/something sticky in cantonese..so whenever I forget the word, i'll remember it as pear as the first word sounds like pear...... after that came along Ling, she joined in the businesss of passin nasty remarks.......he keep saying he like ling, won't give up..haiz...buay tahan keep on saying that same sentence.......
ya, recently, i don't know why eddie started to treat me so nice...this remind me of how he treated xin xin in the past.Then that iced man say he want to chase me....NO way....Is impossible.I really don't know what eddie is up to........haiz...how i wish i can know the answer...Sisters, friends....I didn't came up to him..is he auto come and treat me so nice.....How i wish he don't do that...just like wednesday, after school, he followed me home then after tkd, he see me home....He just alighted at the same bus stop as me and I walked all the way home all by myself...Yeah, I told Iced man that I like my kor kor leslie...( ling u knw what is the actual reason right???)...Then yesterday my another friend said that he liked me actually it happend like this while we were busy chatting then it happened like this :
KW: so u now single or double?
Me: Ha....wad BF...Don't have leh,..haha..I long time ago break le..
KW: I see, never tell me cos I thought u available want to ask u de..
Me:but I now single but unavailable leh.....really...why wan to intro boy friend give me ar?? how come must ask me leh???
KW:Not intro boys to you..haha..I intro myself to u..haha..then when u are available tell me, maybe u now exam after exam can?
Me: orh..you want find girl friend ar..so hurry..say early lah....I intro girls give you lah..See how lah....is it you like me..haha
KW : yA LAH, i LIKE u
Me: Oh really, i so good meh..you like me for how long le?? are you kiddingi nobody want de leh.
KW: From the day I know you, find u attractive ma, me not kidding de..but now u need to work hard for your exams
Me:Yaya, I will...cos I now this kind of things I don't wish to bother le..haha..i just hope if possible, I gonna make myself unavailable till I can go to poly..haha
KW: YA,good lor....work hard ar...hehe
Me: But I hope to be with you...
yeah, like that..haiz...I was seriously thinking,,if possible I wish to stay single and UNAVAILABLE till I'm able to go into poly....If I'm able to go in....then see if got people want anot..haha...sorry for being thick skin... then IF can't get into poly probably I'll have the same status single but unavailable..Hope to be unavailable for life..rather be left on the shelf...people might think I'm crazy... but really.i wan tot find the happy me, enjoy life, do well in studies, make my wishes and dreams comme true...guys....can step aside...not important to me already.
you all can say why i'm unavailable....you may think that I'm abnormal probably a lesbian another reason can be eh....lose confidence in guys,this is the 2 main reason people will think why I'm unavailable.....another reason can be.... I'm only available for one particular guy.
Yesterday bumped into that idoit on msn.then the first question was..how u and your boyfriend??? argh..buay tahan....keep thinkin I got boyfriend ...let me say one more time..i'll never never never want to stepped into a r/s for don't know how long so i asked why he want me to have a bf....he say he want people to take care of me. for goodness sake..give me a break... I can take care of myself..don't need a guy to look out for me......then he asked me go and find one bf..wah....what the f***??? think what..ask me go find one must go find one and easy to find is it..I'm not desperate...then he say got one guy for me I don't want....bloody hell he asked me to take him...don't want leh.....Die also don't want ar.. Then today iced man say eddie is available.....pui ar..give me I don't want die die also won't want and won't llike him....so what?? scared cannot find ar..singapore got 2 million guys..so what?? I don't want leh..i admit my expectation high..i chooosy..ya.
so what even he last guy or that idoit last guy on earth die also won't like them
I know cannot be so choosy wait even gu tou mei you de shen ar...haiz...sian diao..don't ever tell me any guys like me, chase me etc etc..i've enough of their lies etc etc..that's why you all see I'm not gentle because of some reason and there is a story behind...please understand.... sorry for being so frustrating...i Just wanna say what I wished to say for quite some time... I don't want to bring whatever I wished to say out for a long time to my grave....
Ok lah.. ok lah I don't angry le...I want to be happy as tonight my another sister carol birthday celebration..must be happy for everyone and for her plus my self..haha....take picture must look good....always get angry, get frustrated,stress, will get old easily see...lah....now my eye the eye bag so big le, that's why i used eye gel and whatever eye product to help my eyes.....haha
torn
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
must be wondering what big business am i doing in mount akina....yeah..alright I shall talk about today.About today lesson CDP...we did some group discussin and presentation on what kind of business your group is setting up...my group members are charlene,carol and eddie..unfortunately, charlene and carol are not around...haiz,,sain diao......my group is doing a cyber cafe business for this discussion thingy..for su yu and iced man's group, iced man wanna open a stationery shop selling stationery, toilet papers, snacks..then yong han say that he might as well open a mama shop..lolx..yeah, I guess iced man should consider opening a departmental store..
Yesterday after school went to James 's place with Ling, su yu, shi yun,xin xin, eddie, iced man....so envy james as he stayed in a terrace house..haiz....he's born with a silver spoon in his mouth......( opps! did i say the right idioms???)..I guess I should shoot out what I wanna say alll this while....ok...
firstly, is few days ago my junior said that he liked me... but I guess he had a little puny crush on me, nothing else....
secondly is like this, one of my friend on msn asked me whether do i have friends to intro him..i say i'll ask my freinds if they are willing to know more friends...then suddenly he changed his mind..i find something not right then suddenly he asked something kind of ridiculous asking can he want me?? I didn't get what he meant then I asked him, he refused to tell me properly....how am I suppose to know if he don't tell me waht exactly is going on..how am i going to understand..then he kept on saying nevermind.....etc etc..
this friend whenever see me on msn will asked me a few same questions.. one question is
- whether I have money to lend him
- Am I attach**
- When am I free
I just find that at times I'm really pissed off and fed up with this freidn of mine..sisters/friends/brothers dont worry he didn't took advantage/bully/cheat me ...really....I'm alright..I just don't understand why must he asked me that question the one I marekd with the asteries..
SO what If I'm not attached??so what if i'm left on the shelf ???you want me is it?? sorry..I don't want,,...I rather be what I am now single but unavailable..all you want to asked is money..but thank god I didn't have any to lend it to oyu..I'm not stupid to lend you money...you always say you'll be leaving this worlsd...since you're really sick and tired of life..i shlal wash my hands off you..save my breath from advising you that life is emaningful..alright...if you are still adamant on your decision about death..then go ahead....go and die..now.....sorry friedns for my vicious way of scolding people....i think from now on, i don't wish to contact this chap anymore
I've have enough.....I don't wish to be reminded of some useless people and only want to take advantage of people asking for money.........argh....fed up....
torn
Saturday, September 17, 2005
friday went to chinese garden with Ling, Wei Xiang(her working friend not my part time dear Hoon wei xiang, this one is tay wei xiang..) and Fu De...there is some latern festival thingy going on..the admin fee was $13.00 mon to thur is $9.00...busy touring.taking pictures of the places we past by...The pictures will be publish soon..After touring around, we went to CHua Chu Kang to eat at the food court... Yeah, that steven called Ling while we left CCK shopping centre....Then I asked her friend WX to act as a kidnapper if he were to answer that phone call from steven..But in the end, WX didn't do that haiz....sian diao...not fun... Ling and Wx said that steven might call the plice if she is really kidnapped...I must say that steven think too mcuh already..
Other than this outing,i already bought my new pair of shoes from fude..then I went home, sleep and get ready to go to the gym at raffles place..I'm a member there, same as my mum.I'm having some lesson there at 1730hrs..haiz...there is no body balance class..but on 16th september is pilate specially..meant for friday so I went in and joned the class..Is really interesting..heex...
Reached home at around 2330hrs .Fu De, Ling and me took bus no.67 from choa chu kang.Then steven called me and Ling, I didn't picked up his call...so tired....but I slept at 3am...as I was busy watching some Idol dramas...I watched 2 different idol drams one is a prince who turned into a frog( wang zi bian qing wa) acted by band group 183 club. aand guest star by K one member Gino..heex...
the next drama is top on the forbidden city(zi jing zi dian) acted by band group K-one,guest star 5566 member sam and zax..however,sam is the main guest star for zi jing zi dian...gosh! this drama is about some dance...their dance style is really special,tremendous..yeah...My favourite member in K-one, Li Yang and JR...this 2 have the very young and cheerful face...heex...
cast of zi jing zi dian:
torn
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Yeah Monday went to Marina Bay to have seafood and steamboat with
Su yu, Shi Yun, Ling, Xin Xin, David, Wei Li, Wei Xiang, Ice man...WEll, the main purpose of going there to eat is not becuase we are not satisfied with home cook food or food from food courts/coffeshop etc is because it is Ah Long A.K.A Gabriel's birthday he's giving us a treat...so nice of him..haha...yeha, su yu brought the same candles which it will relight by itself again..haha....glad that long enjoyed himself
Pictures taken on monday..still have lots of pictures but i'll upload those I like and look nice..heex..don't worry. you guys can go to my photobucket and take a look at whatever pictures in my album
Other than that, I guess is time I should just shoot out whatever I wanna say. Is better to let my problems and stuffs out else I may explode one day and turn mad...alright this thing happen like this....recently, I realised something a little not right with my mum she's always bugging about all kinds of stuffs one of the things I hated was to be force to do things....she kinda forced me to do 2 things
1) to show her my cheque
2) to show her whatever I bought and kept in my drawer
Yesterday, she snatched my stuffs and wanna take a look at it.....yeah other than that I'm really mad at her for saying me using the computer, not going to school yesterday and treating the school as if it is my father's school,The week before that, I did told her that I have to go down to tampines ITE for TKD training on tuesday...yet while I was on my way home, she called me and said that I 've been going out at night.. ok,besides things that i've done at night like going to marina bay to celebrate ah long's birthday.I did sms-ed her...she said she didn't read it...that's her problem..I've already done my duty
I think she purposely forget that I'll be going for another TKD training and wanna find fault with me...you guys may think she really forget...but I don't think so...I really can't tolerate anymore...actually I was hoping to packed my stuffs after yesterday's issue and wanna leave for my dad's place...not because of yesterday but because of alot of stuffs that really pissed me off
I started to have that problem with her since the day she called me a prostitue..nevermind..i'll bear with her for a while more...if that really exceeds my limit I'm gonna leave.don't think i DON'T DARE TO DO IT..i 'VE DONE IT ONCE.....I wonder why she wanna do ths kind of stupid tings like force me to show her my stuffs etc etc.... then once she wanted me to write down all my friends' contact number...what the hell??
today while I was washing the dishes she asked me to clean the table first..I told her that I'm waashing the dishes then she said I did the wrong thing because I was suppose to wipe the table then wash the dishes...what is the difference even the slightest thing also wanna argue and find fault with me.... then today asked whether did I go to school anot..I said I did she doesn't believe then she asked me where is my uniform..I told her is in the laundry....haiz..so unfair people's mum not like that....sucks man....argh..too angry to write some more...due to today Tkd training...sparring eh.... got bruises on my leg and arm already...sian diao
torn
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Yesterday went to East Coast with my sister Xin Xin and one of my hao friend/buddy David..heh heh Xin Xin and me cycled while david roller blade.the place where we rent out bikes and roller blade was at the shop where Wei Li is working at..hmm..long time didn't see wei li already....
YeaH, ReaLlY had a great time with them..thanks for asking me to join you guys.....Never regretted cycling though my body is aching and my ass and legs are still freaking pain....Today just re-dye my hair to dark brown almost to black...I have strips of green under my hair heh heh..but I find that the green is not obvious enough...it reminds me of seaweed..is not obvious because firstly I didn't bleached my hair...then if too striking can be ah lian..haha...haiz...sian diao...
But nevermind.....after my exam then say.....cos wait my hair ar..too striking wait get caught then can't take exam better play safe...woo hoo..tomorrow can bank in my cheque already..... I'm dying must quickly pay for whatever bills and money I owe to my dad...haiz....Money always make people so troubled and stress
torn
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Yeah, you guys must be wonderng what on earth am I doing at MOunt Akina..lolx......ok back to business to let you guys know what have I been doing for the past few days..yeah, thursday went to take my pay..while on my way to my work place I bumped into Leslie-kor..haha...he worked at the same place as me...Yeah, after I collected my pay, I went to Starhub customer service to check my GPRS...then went to popular to buy somethig.I bought 5566 3rd album....weeeeeeee...haiz...thursday night my mother down there kpkb bout my pay and insisted on taking a look at my cheque..If I let her take a look at it..I'll be in hot soup cos my pay is only $171.00 some more she thought I worked for the whole month..when she looked at the cheque, she freaked out and say the boss is cheating me...then she wanted to go down adn talk to the boss about it..if I don't want her to go down she'll ask my dad to go down....gosh! I knew I couldn't let any trouble to go on....so I QUICKLY told my mum that I was fired that's why I was paid this amount..She didn't scold or say anything to pissed me off....then she asked where have I been after I got fired...I told her I went out to look for a job....at first she didn't believe then I said that other than going out, I did stayed at home...I didn't want to tell her is because it is not a good thing to tell people that you're being fired..IS really embarassing to happily tell people that you're being fired..yeah one thing I'm quite happy about..no need to pay some bills...wo hooo..
Yesterday went to my mum's workplace the gym...At the gym there were classes for me to attend...my first lesson was body balance is something like yoga/pilates,teaches you how to balance and be flexible...well, my body was aching after my body balance, I got another class to attend.that was when I finished the whole session my body was aching, even my ass is damn pain..haiz..then yesterday I called my workplace to let them know I'm coing down to settle about my cheque as the date was written wrongly instead of writing 8th september, it wrote 12th september..But it was Leslie-kor who picked up the phone....Then while I was still on the train, leslie-kor called me saying that I don't need to come down but to call the workplace so that Madam can explained...So I called the workplace..then my mum talked to her about it..I told my mum to say my name not to sy she's so and so's mother...argh.........fed up..after talking on the phone and reached tampines my mum still want to go down to my workplace..I asked her not to...and yet she kinda insisted to do that..what to do?? can't stop her. when we reached home , she still calculated about my hours and my pay....I was abit fuck up already as she is that kind who can calculated like crazy to give you see....I imagianed If I never tell her and kept the secret what would it be like....
yeah.this morning that steven sms-ed me...sms-edme never mind..I was still sleeping themy house phone rang, I didn't get up to answer the phone then my handphone rang, gosh! it was him..so I rejected his call....knn...I hate to be disturbed in the morning especially when I'm still sleeping...argh....bored to death only can bank in my cheque on the 12th september as it is a cash cheque with no cross angle on the top left hand corner..what the hell???? this few days is really sucks man...first, give my mum settle y working stuffs..she even said that she intend to call my workplace when I was often outside at night....But she didn't called as she was quite busy....thank god....sorry leslie-kor for making you get scolded..
torn
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
haha...back from mount Akina again.haiz....my blogskin got problem....some more it is my favourite blogskin...hai...want to cry already...yeah past few days have been enjoying life and having fun...Saturday was my unlucky day I was suppose to meet my mum at Raffles place then I was late so I took a cab down and asked the driver to drive to kallang thenfrom kallang I'll take the train down to raffles place.. when I reached kallang, i realised I didn't brought my wallet out..hai...what to do?in the end I got to asked the driver to drive me to raffles place and get my mum to pay for my cab fare..gosh..it was peak hour so there was an additional $1.00....
Went to east coast to have something... hmm....I missed my BBQ stingray...other than stingray, i ate BBQ chicken wings, century egg porridge and a bowl of grass jelly.....I'm really full.
Sunday, went to Jurong swimming complex with david..gosh! There are 4 guys who are bengs wanted to get to know me.....they kept on following me.....well, when david was beside me they didn't dare to approach me...haha..after swimming, we went to meet Ling at orchard..actually Ling was suppose to work on sunday but her function at her workplace was cancelled so she had her off day....weeeeeeeeee.....went to heeren, cineleisure ate long john's silvers and took neooprint..then we walked all the way to Plaza singapura......i got home at about 9 something
in the evening...don't have to worry about my mum nagging as she had went to malaysia with my aunt,cousin and grand aunt...
Yesterday after school, iced man, su yu and Ling went to have their hair cut at storm, century square.....Then I went home first, at around 4 plus I went to iced man's house eddie, ling,su yu, xin xin,david were there.....Left at about 6 plus...
Today... can sleep a little longer cos, my lesson starts at 10...Well, bumped into Joel, Daryl, THomas,Jerry..Thomas said that he saw me on sunday on the train while I was boarding on the train heading to pasir ris with david..thomas claimed that he is my boyfriend.the way he told me was'' that day I saw you on the train with your boyfriend.your boyfriend is the one talking on the phone right?" Lame...haha...Yeah, today while tapping my EZ link card on the attendence reader before i was about to tapped, eddie rushed to tapped and we both ''fought'' our way.Ling and others were like.....''wah'' cos we were acting violent and I told eddie that tomorrow I wanna sparr with him in TkD...LOLX... I was on my way to tampines MRT station to meet WX, then I bumped into my new kor kor Leslie...yeah, he got his motorbike not long ..Hmm..i wonder when will he bring me around on his bike..heex......I'm waiting for the time to arrvie..haha....
Went with WX to Outram park for his dental stuffs.....Yeah, my timetable changed already every tuesday and thursday is my PE lesson..
torn
Friday, September 02, 2005
Haiz..this morning steven sms-ed me told me that he cut his wrist..
he did that not because of ling...but he said that he did that due to some stress
he is facing right now..haiz...I just don't understand why a guy doing this....if is a girl
it is questionable but come on he is a guy..doing such things...Well, he say his friendship between him and david are not really good...is better to have friends than enemies...Hmm...amybe is some misunderstanding..yeah.david told me that shouldn't have ask him out...he say if steven is around he will not want to join us...haiz...both are my friends what to do?? well, just only can give them solutions....the rest is really up to them...I'm not siding anyone...I just don't know why sometimes out of the blue moon steven will want be to watch out for david and now, he asked me to go ahead IF I do like him..haiz...what is this??I say he abit weird.....I told Ling bout it...but..it seems that Ling has something she wanna say to me....Yeah, today heard that she was upset with some stuffs and went to the basketball court sitting there alone...before that, carol was there with her.Then Su Yu has already accpet my apology....I'm happy and feel better...haiz...about this sunday event i'm not sure how...if there is too little people going I will postpone it to another week maybe the week after next..haiz....wait and see who is keen to go..
Well steven don't ever do that again..don't follow me..ya...all you need to do now is to have plenty of rest as you've just recovered and your nose bleed frequently...everything will be alright..look on the bright side of life..Su yu thanks for accepting my apology.I promise I won't make you mad again....david, give yourself time to cool down I know you don't really like steven around since that day we went to catch a movie...I can understand even I myself realised that I can't stand him...hmm..about your feelings towards someone...haha..I guess you should take the courage to ask her again if you really like someone..ya.....That's all I have to say....hope everything will be alright for everyone..
Today went to catch a movie with daivd and xin hui the movie we watched is some local production titled one more chance another jack neo film..haha..hmmmm is really quite interesting, lame and funny..haha...today that david damn crazy,cos when I told him and xin hui that I'm going t 7 eleven to get some stuffs he asked me to come back quickly...then he asked me not to buy any xxl crispy chicken.....when I came back, he said that he knew what I would buy..I bought Mr softee ice-cream..I was shocked that he remembered I like Mr softee ice cream..haha...but today didn't went to east coast as it is raining and the rest of us are running off to nowhere......well, there's always next time....for yeng ling and steven, everything went back to normal...
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
act cute time
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sun is setting soon
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heh heh....naughty boy.....
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xin hui and me at east coast on the 30th aug
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see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil
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Yesterrday I went back to my secondary schoolwith Li Ting..haiz..time flies and is a year ago that I've left my secondary school.I bumped into my former classmates,like Dwayne, Ryan, Sherry,Jasmine,Caylynn, Wei Qing and many many others...well, everyone changed alot.....haha....haiz....I was rather surprised to hear from Gang Yuan and he had transfered to my campus and send me a message on friendster..Wow! dwayne's hair style is freaking stylo and cute...After I went back to my secondary school. I went to century square....but actually my main purpose is to buy my concession stamp...mama mia..what a bad luck, I forgot to bring out my EZ link card...argh...so end up went to century square and bought a pair of coloured contact lense..heh heh..then I went home done my laundry, switched on the computer and had my lunch.then I got ready to go out with steven ,david and xin hui...actually only david,xin hui and me will be going to catch a movie, shark boy and Lava girl..then Steven called me and asked whether am I going to look for him.at first I say maybe will look for him. but in the end I say that I confirmed my appointment with xin hui and david to catch a movie.then steven down there say I never call him out..but he has just recovered...and at times his nose still bleed frequently...in the end he joined us...our movie starts at 1730hrs so we took a bus down to marine parade...after our movie, david, xin hui and I went to east coast, steven went home....yeah. today he seems much better..stayed there at around 9 plus to 10.....haiz...
on tuesady after school Eddie, Steven,Carol,Su Yu,Ling,Ice man,xin hui, david and me went to visit steven at his home as he was really sick....yeah, Yeng Ling rejected steven.he felt hurt so we chatted on the phone and I told him alot of stuffs on how to advice him etc etc...then after visiting steven, su yu,ice man, me,ling,xin hui,me and david went to catch a movie titled "drink drank drunk"'then after our movie the rest went home except for david, xin hui and me...we went to east coast to see the sunset and chit chat...we left at around 7 something..
GOsh! xin hui and david saw the cut on my wrist....then they asked me what happened..but I didn't really tell them...that night I chatted with steven for a while then david called me asked me to call him.then we chatted...then he asked me about my wrist..I refused to tell....then he kept on saying that he is just concern....yeah, then I some more act so mean.......haiz....thanks for your concern then....I really appreciate it....Well, after the past few days, i suppose I'm much better now..thanks for your concern people out there....Ling, don't think too much about what you've done...ya...
[steven]
I know it is difficult to take the blow.I can understand how you feel..but surviving from a broken heart is not easy.It need time...tell yourself and give yourself time to let your wounds heal...learn to let go.and there is no point denying the fact...Be happy that she still regard you as a brother/friend..IF you love someone you have to respect her decision and be happy for her in whatever she do....ya
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