Monday, May 30, 2005
Heex...Now I'm at Wei Xiang's place. using his computer to update my blog.Today is
my off day.Heex.I went for swimming,then to my dad's place then to Wei Xiang's place.
Yeahl,I took bus no.8..Then I didn't know where to alight, in the end I alighted at around Macpherson
area..Gosh! then I took a cab to his place.I reached there at around 1730hrs.About my attachment,though
is really tiring, I'm used to it and manage to get customers to purchase those barbie dolls.Heex.Last saturday, my aunt, twin cousins,my dad and mum came to look for me..heex....
Well, Wei Xiang's place is ok...There are lots of stuffs.Gosh! his brother kept 2 pet lizards in a fish tank..heex..His niece is really cute, always being ''busybody'' ..She is so cute but kinda rough...heex...Last night, I slept so late as I was chatting with Ice man....Then Wei Xiang called then he invited me to come his place.He showed me all kinds of photos of himself, his neoprints, his clothes, room and many other stuffs.His family is really nice...Haha....Goodness! he have a projector TV...haha..he good....he's rich man....hahaha
2140hrs
I'm back.I got home at around 2120hrs...Thanks Wei Xiang for giving me a treat..He took me out to have dinner.My dinner and my dessert was paid by him...Haha.After our dinner, we chatted....Heex.Before that, his mum and his second sister asked us to go out and have our dinner.Before we left, Wei Xiang did some adjustment to his hair...gosh! his mum was there kinda ticking him off saying that he's not going to be a sissy/gay..his mum said that because he was busy adjusting his hair...I was there laughing at him..haha....
Hmm.......haiz...Ill be starting work tomorrow...zzzz....but is ok..I just enjoy what Im doing will do..heex....I won't bored during my lunch break as I have my buddy Su Yu....
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Friday, May 27, 2005
Today is my first day @ OG Albert..Haiz....I was busy doing
some stock replenishing stuffs, pasting some special labels
on merchandise..My legs are aching...During my break, I went
to have my meal with Su Yu..I'm really glad to have this sister of mine
and this TKD buddy of mine to be in the same attachment but from different companies.I knocked off at 200hrs.But I left at around 2020hrs.zzz..Then I went to Bugis and go for a walk and went to eat...Monday will be my off day,anyone looking for me to do sutffs or wanna ask me out..asked me only on monday..ya??Monday is my only off day..
Hope you guys are doing fine....Yeah, I ran into Eugene.we talked about our attachment.....today..My legs are aching and I'm having a headache while working.But I stayed throughout....I'm alright.I just need to rest well.Haiz....me and my soulmates..... * Wei Xiang, Xin Xin, Ling, Su Yu.....Hope you guys are fine....Miss you guys.....take care..do drop by and tag my board.....
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
act cute time
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heex....
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Yesterday I had a BBQ event....I really had a great time with my friendly and caring sister Ling, sweet and nice Xin Xin,
intelligent and adorable Su Yu, Tough and strong Carol, Handsome and stylish Wei Xiang and many others came.We were busy rushing to buy all those food and drinks stuffs.First, we went to NTUC then to Giant Hypermarket...to grab whatever stuffs we're suppose to get..
I had a hard time, locating the place with Xin Xin..haiz...zzz....At last! we've reached our destination..Then I was told to accompany Wei Xiang to get some stuffs from 7-eleven...Gosh! he cut his hair, coloured his hair and style it in a different way..But that hair really suits him...hahha....
While sitting on those rocks at the shore, Jerry and Wei Xiang wanted me to sit beside them, before that, Jerry wanted me to sit beside him followed by Wei Xiang, so I sat in the middle on my left was Jerry and on my right is Wei Xiang.Then Jerry begin to asked some lame questions about he and Wei Xiang.The question he asked was who will I choose as my boyfriend...haha..what a lame question???lolx...I didn't tell him my answer only Wei Xiang knows (p.s: Wei Xiang, this secret is between you and me..heex..don't tell anyone ok??)
At last! San Mao came,he brought his friends...I took lots of pictures with Xin Xin, Wei Xiang,Linda and some other sisters of mine...heex..Some of us not only ate those BBQ food, some even bought Mcdonalds and ate.....So many things happen, I myself was busy entertaining Wei Xiang, Shyet Teng,San Mao and his friends......I left the BBQ area with Ling and Joseline(ling's friend) and we shared a cab.Joseline was busy chatting with her boyfriend, she even set her phone conversation to loud speaker..Gosh! Ling and I was busy saying and being kinda crtical towards her boyfriend,we did that till I reached my door step...gosh! what on earth am I doing??
Tomorrow I'll be starting my attachment,Exams have just finished...
ZZZ.....I just got home.Gee! my attachment will not be at Tampines Metro.I'll be at OG albert....heex....I can get to see another sister of mine...She's Su Yu.....that's great...At least I don't feel bored and lonely when I'm there...Today I went to catch a movie with Xin Xin. We went to Lido to watch Monster-in-law..the show is really worth watching, is funny and rather lame.The show ended at around 2315hrs...Haiz...I'm at around Orchard the whole day first, for my attachment stuffs....Ling and Xin Xin were at Orchard,Takashimaya.I was there for my attachment stuffs so are they??hehe....After we finished, I went to meet them.Ling did not joined us for the movie.So I've Xin Xin to keep me companied.Actually I did asked my that soulmate Wei Xiang to joined us but he told me that he wasn't sure whether he could come out and meet us..haiz......He wanted to watch the other show Madagascar which will be shown on the 27th....Haiz...I'm feeling nervous about tomorrow as it will be my first day of work.Wish me luck..
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xiang, me and san mao
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me and wei xiang at east coast BBQ
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
taken at bugis today...mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the most gorgeous of them all...lolx
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our very own S.H.E haha.....Ling-Ella, Xin- Hebe and me Selina.haha
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what do you think about this picture with a nice background
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Yesterday,Xin Xin came to my place to rebond her hair.My mum and me done it for her...Glad she like it..She only paid 25 bucks for doing her hair..heex...After doing her hair, Xin Xin and I got ready to go Tampines INterchange Small Mcdonalds to meet Ling.We were suppose to go Tampines Library to study....Sad to say, the place was really packed.So we went to KFC at CPF building to do our self study..We studied and had our meal there.....Then we sat down chit chatting...After chit chatting, we decided to take a train down to City Hall and tour round esplanade..Had a great time,the wind is really nice and cooling...
This morning, I have 5 alarm clocks...1 is my mobile phone, the other one is my digital alram clock and the other 3 are Handsome/stylish Wei Xiang, Friendly /caring Ling and..........Talkative/crazy Nivel....Heex....Wei Xiang is the first to give me a morning call, followed by Ling and lastly him....hahaha.
Today I'm having SES...Goodness the paper is kinda tough..I really don't know how to do....While I was doing my paper, I have to fill in a particular form...I gotta filled it in due to my hair..My hair colour wasn't acceptable....what the hell? Xin Xin and Ice man also have to fill in that particular form..Is so unfair....for the 3 of us...What about those with gold or other weird hair colour...why they never get that record...gosh..this is my second time.....haiz....I'm not gonna do anything about it.......
Anyway, I'll be away for my attachment then I'll be graduating next year around Febuary......Time flies..I really can't wait for tomorrow BBQ event..I'm still looking for people to come and join in the fun...
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
memories..meant to be treausred....pictures of my classmates,campus friends..
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Friday, May 20, 2005
Today I have my examination again..I'm havinf EFC..
Goodness! the exam questions seems kinda tough especially
the comprehension is really as if doing O level English..lolx..Haiz..
My exam was in the afternoon....I got up at around 1040hrs..Gosh! I slept
for so long...Last night was busy chatting on the phone with Wei Xiang till
around 1 plus....Ok, back to the topic about my exam today.i couldn't think..I think till my head hurts and my brain wanna burst....Yesterday I even had a hard knock on my head....after, I had my shower, I went to bed....I wasn't sleeping in my own room but in my mum's room...The room was dark so I was about to lie my head on the pillow,I felt a hard knock..Is so painful..But now, my head is better...
Yesterday I SMS-ed Brother Kun a message then I was shocked to hear from him (not brother kun) again..The way he talked to me seems to remind me of last time...I really don't know if he really wanna get back together with me or am I just dreaming..He's using Brother Kun's SIM card for the time being....I really not sure what is he up to..Don't tell me he really wanna get back together with me or am I just dreaming??
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Yesterday was RTO paper the paper seems ok..but abit
tough...Yeah, my paper started at 0830hrs and ends at
100hrs.But I finished earlier than that.I finished about 0930hrs.
After my paper, I went to cafeteria with Xin Xin..We sat there till
around 1030hrs.Next week my exams will be over this friday I'll be
having my EFC paper..zzzz..
I slept at around 0110hrs cause I was busy chatting with Wei Xiang..We
chatted bout all kinds of stuffs ..heex..Next wednesday I'll be having a BBQ and told
to bring outside friends..I wonder who is able to be free..heex..if anyone of you is available, please let me know ASAP...Next thursday I'll be on an interview..My Industrial Attachment will be at Mattel... but the place the company appointed me to go is Tampines Metro..lolx..I guess, I gonna bump into a few of you people...heexI'm realy worried about my attachment, exams..Haiz...This June, my mum will be away, she'll be going to KL..woo hoo..can't wait as she will be doing some shopping and will be able to shop my stuffs too...
My attachments ends at around July....Hai....I really don't know how.Cause many things hzve happen so far.I don't wish to let that affect my important stuffs..I gonna just brace myself, put in energy, effort to do whatever I'm suppose to do.
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Monday, May 16, 2005
acting violent..lolx
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in the forest...
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acting cute time
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winter time....haha.....let's hug each other to keep warm
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me and xin xin taken today
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
Today after my church service, I went for lunch then
that stupid James called me...Asking me whether have I
reached Tampines? I said I'll be on the way...Argh...I was
damn freaking pissed off with him.For the past few days he
wanted me to meet him and his friends on sunday as they said
they wanna give me a treat and a present as few days ago was
my birthday..haiz...When I went there, I ran into Jaren ...but that
idoit James was nowhere to be seen then Jaren called him...In the
end, I followed Jaren to meet James and his another friend Marcus..
Gosh! I was being tricked into coming out....Their main reason is to
asked me to joined them for movie...You guys may say is nothing wrong
joining them for a movie..but they shouldn't have tricked me and say that they wanna give me something..Thank goodness! I was able to reject his offer...I demanded an explanation of what was going on.....In the end, he told me that jaren wanted to celebrate my birthday..But he couldn't make it on wednesday so he decided to make it up today..I told the 3 of them I couldn't joined them as I have something on later.But yet, James wanted me to join... but I was persistent and said that I have something on..For the past few days, hetold me to meet him to collect my birthday present...But I told him to pass it to me on tuesday in school..yet he insisted and wanted me to meet him today.so I did....I told my mum what happened....
After I went to TM,NTUC with my mum, i ran into the 3 of them I pretended not to see them...But my mum was able to recognise that idoit James....Gosh! then suddenly my mum and I started to talked about guys I even asked her about that chap I have been referring to all this while..she said that he's better than James.....thats good.I'm glad to hear that from her...
Now I have a note specially for him:
When you get to read this, I just wanna let you know how I feel and what I would wanna tel you all this while.How I wish you're still beside me telling me and be there to comfort me, lending me your shoulder to lean on...I really missed you..I deeply regretted for not treating you well, in the past..BUT..IF we're able to be together again...i promise/swear that I'll treat you well and I won't be so mean..I'll be the nice, sweet girl....I'm willing to whatever I can to saved this r/s.I know you're going through some stressful period....I can understand...I'm in the situation too..I'm willing to wait for you..I'll never give up..you're someone special to me and you mean alot to me.....I don't wish to feel guilty for what I've done...I really hope there's a chance and you're willing to give me the chance to make up for whatever I've done...I'll open up more to you.....Even IF we don't seems to talk much..at least we can do something and find something to talk about....Though we're not able to meet up...we can try our best to find the time to meet up..no matter what...is how we arrange/plan/organise and whether we are willling to make sacrifices for each other..I'm not compromising....I just wanna do waht I suppose to do before is too late since we still have feelings for each other, why don't we think about this carefully...IF you don't have any feelings for me, I guess, I 'll wait for you or even to let you go....I really missed you,the time we have ...Who will be there to help me out when I'm feeling rather troubled??other than my friends,famliy, you're someone that really mean alot to me..you can never be replaced...trust me..I really mean what I've said from the bottom of my heart..I hope you'll come across this note...and tell me how you feel after you read this,.....I'll be waiting for your answer be it good or bad.....I miss you
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
putting this picture for fun
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I was shocked by what sister(Ling) wrote in her blog..she wrote this note specially for him this was what she wrote in her blog:
''If Nivel ever hurts her again, i'm sure not to let him off just like tat. ''
THE NOTE SPECIALLY FOR HIM:
*''Nivel, if u gets to read this.. Pls take note: I'm not sayin bad abt u so pls don be mistaken. I know u have problem in u but the way u said to her was hurting.
Yeah, i agreed she treat us very well and u think it was not fair to u but think it wisely. If she don treat u well, she wouldn't have go steady wif u.
I know she treat u not as good as the way she treated us but in her heart, she cherished u. Please think it wisely. We as her frens don wish her to get hurt and we cares for her alot.
Now, she understands how u feel right now and i hope in future or now, u will treat her well and i'm sure she will treat u well. All we wish is, we just wan Vanessa be happy. Be the natural in u. Thats all i wan to say to u.''
well, whatever it is, I'm still missing him...I just hope that we're able to be like before always chatting /''complaining'' to each other bout our stuffs that's the time I really missed...I missed the cheerful, crazy, funny, wild, talkative and the first impression you gave me....Remember, no matter what I'm always here for you, I'm willing to wait for you.....heex
Anyway, today Ice man will be going for some singing audition..all the best...I heard that Ash A.K.A wei Xiang, Xin Xin, Linda,Eddie,Ling will be going to give him his support...I wasn't able to go...As I've lots of stuffs to attend to.....Ice man beame crazy about composing songs..i guess it must be James who psycho him..lolx.Ice man told me and Xin Xin that he's planning to set up a band group with Wei Xiang and Eddie..the name of the band group will be E. A. R which stands for Eddie, Ash A.K.A Wei Xiang and Ray A.K.A Iced man...sounds interesting. The name Ash sounds rather cool, unique for a guy..lolx.....
Next week will be my exams my exams will be on the 17th to the 25th May.On 26th, I have my IA interview.On the 27th I'll be working till around july.After my IA I'll have my long vacation.....hai....so many stuffs to worry about..I'll not have my TKD training till school re-opens.I guess by then, I'll be able to get my next rank which is yellow tip..then Another 3 months later, I'll be taking my grading again....haiz... So many stuffs to attend to...I'm really worried that I can't cope...I'll be re-taking my N levels too..Wish me luck in whatever I do..
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
For the past few days I was feeling awkward, sad,happy and all
kinds of feelings came..Yeah, yesterday was my birthday.I just turned 17.woo hoo..I 've been waiting for the time to come as birthdya is always a special day for everyone.After I went to meet him, I went home, then I went to East Coast Park alone.As I was feeling rather down for the past few days.Indeed, he still had some feelings for me..It seems that he would want to forget me.He wants to be alone.I was at East Coast, smelling the fresh air,looking at the waves,the waves seems big.I was sitting on the rock and yet the sea water can splash me..lolx...I was bored, I even SMS-ed Xin Xin, called Brother Kun.I told him that yesterday was my birthday he was shocked and kept asking whether am I joking etc.I told him I was not.So he sang birthday song through the phone,I was busy laughing and thank him at the same time.I we chated for a while and he knew what kind of problem am I facing...Yeah, xin xin is also having the same problem as me.She told me that she's willing to wait for Eddie (Chen Wei )as she loves him deeply.Xin Xin even gave me solutions of what I should do and how should I tell him..I followed her idea..
Whatever it is, I gonna be the happy, bubbly girl..But I just wanna tell him that no matter what, I'll always welcome him back , be by his side, I'm willing to wait, If there's anything, he can always look for me just like how my relationship between me and Brother Kun....I'm not sure if the break is a permanent or temporary one.Sometimes it seems to me that the break is temporary.But I wonder what is his point of view.Is this break a permanent one to him?I would really wanna know before I start to gain confidence to fall in love ever again...Frankly speaking,this is my first time liking someone so deeply...In the past I must say that I don't really seems to have the heart to care for the person whole heartedly....But now, I realised I did...Though is painful..But is worth it....I'm not putting so much hope in this stuff between he and me..This is because the more hope you put in, the more disappointment you'll gain...
This year birthday, is somehow special becuase I have my secondary school buddies send ing me an online greeting card. or even and SMS...I really wanna thank the people around me especially my mum.For bringing me up for 17 years and going through labour pain on 11th May...
This morning, I even visualised myself in some beautiful,relaxing, place...everywhere is filled with plants/flowers..the special plant is called lavender I was day dreaming, having fun with him chatting then we made a promise..I wasn't sure what exactly did we promise about..Hmm...probably is about we 2 promise to wait for each other to be ready to be together again..Gosh! what am I thinking??Well, I'll just gonna look on the bright side of life..IF we can never be together again, then as long as he treat me as a close friend( like how this r/s of being a close friend between brother Kun and me) I'll just be contened than ever...
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Today I went to watched House Of Wax @ Princess
Cinema with Carol, Ling, Xin Xin, Carol's 2 friends( David
and xin Yi), Eddie, Wei Xiang,Shi Yun...goodness! Ice man joined
us....he's not so irritating and annoying...I really had a great time with them..Really wanna thank you guys out there even though this morning some of you notice and knew that I cried.
Last night, I couldn't sleep due to some problems between he and me.He wanted to be close friends with me till the time is right.But I just can't get myself to do it.I tried but I can't do it.I force myself not to cry but in the end I really can't control my emotions and tears just flow out
Let me tell you what I wanna say all this while..You may think that I don't feel for you, but deep in my heart I always have you in mind...I really hope that you can let me make up for what I've done.I know a sorry can't make up for whatever I've done in the past.I really regretted for not treating you specially well,I really can't feel any peace if this thing is not resolve..You may lose your trust to me.But everyone deserves a second chance even ex-convicts.Once you read this, I hope you can think about it ...
IF you wish that you would still wanna continue with your decision, there's nothing I can do. I'll just go ahead and respect your decision...I really wished that you can consider carefully....This is one of my birthday wishes too.Let me do whatever I can before is too late.I make sure and promise that when the chance is given to me, I'll not take it for granted and lightly...You can never be replace....I don't want anyone to pity me especially you...I don't want any sympathy...
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Monday, May 09, 2005
I can't wait for tomorrow.As I'll be celebrating
my birthday one day advance with my sisters
(Carol, Ling, Xin Xin,Shi Yun).Haiz...too bad my TKD
buddy Su Yu will not be joining us as she had already
watched the movie ''HOuse OF WaX'' Ice-man wanted
to join us tomorrow but most of us objected..heex...As
he can be rather annoying, irritating and a hassle to many.
Yeah, frankly speaking I have some prejudice over Ice man
and some other classmates like James and Fernandes.I really
don't know why.When I first got to know them,they're rather OK.
But.... at the later stage, the seems to be some drastic change in them.
Ice man seems to have some prejudice, pride against people...He always thinks that he is always right.He doesn't seems to care about his studies but only seems to be caring about his Entrepreneur club more.I wanted to tell him straight in the face that he sucks, he makes most of the class people annoyed, irritating, such a pain,.But Ling, Shi Yun and Carol didn't wanted me to do so..As there's a few main reasons behind:
i) We're in the same team for Entrepreneur Club( He, ling, Fu De, Carol, Linda, Xin Xin, me and some others)
ii) We're classmates..just bear for another few more months will do..
Today Ling came to my place to used my computer to do some IA documents...updated her blog etc...Yeah, After she left, I went to logged in my MSN..lolx...then Eddie(Chen Wei) was online.He saw me the first thing he kinda said was why was I putting his Boyfriend picture on my MSN display picture...well, his ''BF'' is some korean singer Kang Ta, Kang Ta is some hunk too..heex...yeahI just like Kang Ta for his looks..(P.S: sorry, Eddie, you can't do anything..Kang Ta is really to handsome that so many girls will have a crush on him..lolx)well, anyway, I have my darling already.Darling is better than Kang Ta..lolx...I can't wait to see him this wednesday..heex......I'm missing him like crazy..lolx..Yeah, today was counselling a friend of mine on MSN..he said he wanted to break with his girlfriend as he is facing some problems....But his girlfriend which is also one of my good sister, was already hurted twice by guys...I don't wish to see her get hurt again.Well, I just hope that he will decide carefully, and consider her feelings too...
Just now, went to that bloody bitch place.Before that, I went to Mcdonalds to look for her..but she wasn't around so I went to her place with my dad.My dad and I told her family about this incident...what the f***?? she's suppose to pay me the money today.but she's absent...I hope that she'll pay me ASAP...
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
Yesterday I went to Bugis to do some shopping
I pampered myself by buying 2 sets of Pure Milk
Elements T-shirts..heex...Then went to Plaza Singapura
as I'll have a mini celebration at Pizza Hut with my aunt,
mum, Eddie and Xin Xin..Actually Linda was suppose to come
but in the end, she couldn't make it as she has something on.Pearl couldn't make it too..So, only left Eddie and Xin Xin to joined in this
mini celebrations.I even got a voucher from Pure Milk.this voucher is only valid at Plaza SIngapura for the opening of their new outlet...I used the voucher.My aunt paid for my set of other Pure milk stuffs..heex...
Hmm...Linda told me that she had got me my birthday gift..Thanks girl.
Well, this wednesday is the actual date of my birthday.I'll be going for TKD training..Yeah, my darling will be coming over...woo hoo....Today he SMS-ed me....asking me bout the weather as it was raining.Yeah, he asked that if I'm cold, he even offered to hug me...gosh! well, is ok.I can just wear my sweater and use heat pack to keep my hands warm..lolx.
This Tuesday I'll be going for a movie with my sisters( Su yu, ling, Xin Xin) I hope Carol, Shi Yun will be able to join us too..Just can't wait
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Friday, May 06, 2005
Hmm...First of all I wanna wish Christiana-Jie a Happy 18th birthday
.Yesterday, Su Yu, Xin Xin, sister,Carol, Shi Yun and I went to bought her birthday present.Glad she liked her present...ANywaY, We were suppose to go to K-box to celebrate her birthday but too bad, she has other stuffs to attend later.haha....Next wednesday is my birthday.heex..On tuesday I'll be going to catch a movie with sister, xin xin, su yu and Carol maybe coming too..We're gonna watch House Of Wax...I can't wait to celebrate my birthday.Tomorrow, I'll my mum will be giving a treat at pizza hut...my friends will be around..woo hoo...too bad..sister can't come as she's working...zzz
Goodness! what the hell? that Erni she's suppose to pay me money and today she never came to school.What the hell? Can see that Ms Ng is really kinda pissed off with her.Erni can forget about her progress tests but she MUST not forget to pay me the money.I'm already sick, tired about this issue...IF she's not here on monday, chris-jie suggested that I should asked my dad to go and look for her at her workplace....Haiz....today's the last lesson of my Korean class. We had a mini party, had some snacks and kimchi( korean traditional vegetable which is cold and spicy)I 've got my certificate of participating and completing my class...Haizz.....At least I know how to speak a little Korean..heex...
Today we were dismissed much earlier normally on friday you'll be dismissed at around 1700hrs.But today we were dismissed at 1600hrs..Thats early.Last week was much earlier 1520hrs....phew! Haiz..I'll be starting my IA(Industrial Attachment) on the 27th may and I'll end on the 19th of july.heex....I'll be working at Mattel..is some toys company..haiz...I rather have my attachment at 7-eleven or Royal Sporting house.Actually I was suppose to go to Seiyu but in the end my teacher put me to Mattel.Well, at least my attachment I'll get my allowance of $420.00 per month...woo hoo....I'll use that money to buy my dream MP3 player...lolx
Anyway,yeah, just came back from my home pasa malam
I went with sister to pasa malam to walk around, then went to
Mcdonalds sit down and have a chat..We chatted about girl's stuffs
and other things like friends,BGR, work etc etc..Had a great time chatting with sister, chatting with her about my darling etc.Some stuffs she had said to me really make me quieten my mind, about me having those ''wild'' thoughts running on my mind about he and me...
Frankly speaking, I must say that sometimes thoughts kept running in my mind about he and me..I really don't know why and don't wish that to happen.Sometimes I feel that. we're drifting just like one of my friend's relationship.It seems that she and her boyfriend seems to be a distance too...just like me.I have this feeling sometimes.How I wish I don't have to put in so much effort to care for someone till your hard work has gone and you don't get what you suppose to deserve..I even thought for the worse but I told myself not to think that way and be positive..What can I do now? sometimes I really feel at loss, confused.But for now, I'm gonna put this stuffs away off my mind.....I dont' want to let this affect my school, CCA, IA
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Yeah, today our EC opened our store.Heard that
business wasn't very good today.Haiz....I wasn't around
helping as I wanna go home, slack and shake legs.I'll be having
TKD at 1830hrs..
Today TKD, is different.Argh....I didn't got my rank yet.Eddie (ChenWei)
got his uniform and his belt.His rank is black tip.Linda,Xin Xin and Pearl went to watched our TKD training,Linda will be taking TKD..that's great glad to have another TKD friend/sister...heex ..Xin Xin is still considering joining TKD.lolx.
My legs are feeling weak, jelly due to some new excercises....zz...Oh no...I guess I'll have a hard time taking the stairs and walking....Gosh! I don't know what is wrong with me.When I saw Edmel, Eddie(Yong Jie) and Jun Jie.I was busy kinda nagging at them..lolx.When I saw Edmel I said.'' Edmel, at last..you come''...for Jun Jie I said the same thing and Eddie I was there bugging him... saying something like this:'' Eddie, walk faster don't take your own sweet time to go to the toilet and change...lolx'' then Eddie purposely walked slower...gosh...Next wednesday will be my birthday a week ago, I supposed Jun Jie joked that I gonna taste my birthday bash by him.....hahha...what a lame joke??? We finished slightly early...I got home at 2110hrs.Hopefully, I 'll get my results next week
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Monday, May 02, 2005
Heex..Last saturday I had a BBQ.Well, is actually not my BBQ.I was told to
join my darling CCA BBQ gathering.Had a great time, admiring the scenery, smelling the fresh salty air, looking at stars, chatting, lying on the bench.
TOday I was suppose to go to Carol's place to talk about our project thingy but in the end there were changes...so Su Yu and sister came to my place to talked about the project thingy.After the project thingy, I went out to Orchard with Xin Xin and her friend Nee Rong, later Nee Rong's boyfriend and Xin Xin's bofriend,Eddie came.Thanks to Eddie he brought Sam to tagged along with us.Heex.ThaNK goodness at least I'm not so extra at least there's Sam...lolx.Had a great time.wE went to Far East Plaza then to Heeren.My legs are aching.but I just love to tour around......I'm having a great time.I was wondering and hoping that on the day of my birthday which is on the 11th May I'll be able to go out with Sister, Su Yu, Xin xIN and some others to catch the movie : ''House of Wax'' .......heex....another 9 more days and I'll turn 17
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me with sam and ling at marina bay on 28 apr
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
its a new skin now, previous skin has some errors.
new skin uploaded by nIveL, and editting all done by nIveL as well.
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