Wednesday, April 26, 2006
ar.. want to cry le, my applicatin under may intake for higher NITEC in accounting not successful.. ar.. jia lat, don't tell me, I no qian tu.. ar.. want to cry liao... hopefully, can have a place, and continue my studies real soon. that shall be one of my brithday wish too bah.. haha
Hmm.. so many things to do and happen in my life, I next week thursday must go for a minor operation, read my personal blog and you'll know why. haiz.. then don't know is it I under some tao hua yun, or whatever rubbish lah, cos can say that I'm torn between 2 guys now.. haiz..1 of the guy is qing tian's army friend Gabriel and another one is one of Jerry's friend. haiz..
Then yesterday Jerry's friend wanted me to give him a chance then asked me to consider and tell him my answer, he say will wait. but like that worth it ma? he say worht it.. haiz.. then he happy waiting bah, he asked me whether I got any feelings for him ma. I just told him, I never asked myself that question and don't know my own feelings, I told him I wanted a long break for r/s, and not ready for a new r/s then he allow me to take my time, haiz.. don't know lah. then I very blunt in my speech I say " don't waste time, not worth it de all guys the same say wait or what end up is empty promises and bull shit de.. haiz. I rather have friends", then he say he will wait means he will wait.. argh.. don't know lah.
But now my interest is older guys leh.. haha. There are some things I've discovered if I ever choose either one of them, IF, I choose Gabriel, it should be ok,cos, we have alot of things in common, like where we stay, same religon, almost the same family background. BUt one problem, a year older than me, I have 3 ex who is a year older than me, we always like " ba zhi" bu he, some clash lah.
Then for Jerry's friend. haiz. that one can say is loong papa buay song with de, then, afarid he is some playboy, but don't look like one bah.. don't know lah, though he is ok,.
haiz.. whatever lah, I wanted to tell him say I no confidence liao. but don't know where to start and how to start, He one thing good, never force me. well, just hopefully he will give up bah, is not worth it de, I am not the one. outside got plenty of better girls.
IF i ever set a date and give him an answer on that day, I suppose I know what will be the answer to give lah, haha. ling, how? thought bout your answer to give to wei x liao ma? but one thing I at least about 50- 70% sure which is I am feeling numb when it somes to r/s, I won't feel anything much when anyone say like me loh.
About today, yeah, bump into Eddie and Pearl at TM, then at the interchange waiting for the bus I bumped into my sec 4t1 classmate, gang yuan, haha.. today I msg him then today also bump into him.. haha. then we chatted for a while, he very good helped me jio other sec4t1 ppl come to my party. thanks alot man, then say if on that day need help , he can help, he changed alot sia, more gentleman,mature..haha.
time flies another 4 more days to my birthday. can't wait.. haha..see u guys on that day, preapare to sabo me, I got prepare thing let u all sabo, those wanna ton, confirm with me wor.. haha.. must say early ar. in case anything cock up..
torn
Sunday, April 23, 2006
wow! is another 7 more days to my birthday party. Yesterday I'm really happy that wei x called, well, he is much much better lah, chae, he called me asked me bugis got what good food to eat. haha. he say he work at Bencoolen building bah, then he wanna go have his lunch, so I told him what I remember eating when I was working around there too.. haha, ya loh, he next week confirm never come, then he asked me how I know. I say is Long papa told me de ar..
well, next week I must stay home and be the lead actress of jewel in the palace cos I'll be busy preparing the food for the party, have to do all the frying, chopping, wrapping etc etc and what you see in jewel in the palace. haiz.. I actually thought of next sunday wanna go visit my grandpa, grave in the morning, then mum, asked me alot of questions.. ar.. nevermind lah, the most is I'll go another time, then my mum say can go but don't go alone.
goodness! last night I slept at 3 cos I was chatting with one new friend, qing tian introduce de, alot of thing between us very qiao , cos he stayed at tampines, then his birthday is 11th oct and my birthday is 11th may, then he from a single parent family, so am i.. Tai qiao liao ba.. haha. well, qing tian say i might like.. haiz.. don't know lah. then that guy named gabriel same name as my cousin, he also think there might be chemistry between us.. ar.. then he wanna try to woo me, haha I say not now, must get to know him better first.
he told me stories about he and his ex girlfriend, haha then I also told him my stories. yeah, he say he is not a big mouth, make sure loh, then yesteray I asked some people this question
choices of beverages:
- coffee
- tea
-cappucino
- milk
-fruit juice
-beer
-wine
- vodka
which one will you guys choose, there is a meaning to each choices.
Suyu, cheryl, xin xin chose fruit jucie
gillian mei chose cappucino
then gabriel also chose fruit jucie, he very cute leh, when I send him the meaning liao he down there aw~ then he some more got second choice de, actually he thought of putting wine as his answer then he say he don't drink, so his 2nd choice is milk. haha
here are the meanings
Coffee: just friend
tea: u care
cappucino: u love me
milk : i'm your special person
fruit jucie- we're best friend
beer: you hate me
wine: you like me
vodka: you want me
torn
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Hmm.. glad to hear from wei X that he is much better, hmm.. wei x, you really lost wieght le, remember to eat ok? hmm... ok, talk about yesterday, after work, I went out with my secondary school buddy Li Ting. We went to Bugis, she wanna buy clothes de, then edn up cannot find what she want, haiz.. so choosy, she herself say she is choosy wor.. haha.
Xi qi leh, she patched up with her ex bf John, she stead with him when she was in sec4 they were together for 8 months, then after that they broke up, then last year she got her N levels results she and John were together again, I down there stunned, and say she this type of guy also want, but she said he changed alot, he much more conern about the people around him, she also hope that, he will not take her for granted... then she ask me, what will I do if i'm her, I told her, if i'm her and JOhn wanna patch with me, I 'll tell him to wait long long, wait next life bah, in my point of view, I'll say: It has been a long time, already, I had a hard time trying to forget you, why must you step into my life again, when you wanna break up with me? once, love and confidence is gone, it can never be found back." I'll say that to my ex.
Li ting say she never hated for what john had done, but if he bully her, i will not let him off.. haha.. yeap! well, don't know why whenever I just broke up with my bf or what, I'll just get to know another guy friend, haiz.. it started since nivel and me broke up, there is Wei X and qing tian around, then now is after I broke up with Jeff or whoever, there is jerry's friend, I never give him my number de, is jerry that guy so dua pai gave him my number without asking.. haiz.. then like that loh.. haha.
I'm tired for a new r/s I really need a long break.. I hope Li ting, will be happy with john and john will cherish her, hopefully they'll last as long as possible, Li ting told me true love means even when this couple is always being separated, in the end they'll still be together.. yaya, it seems that now I won't believe this kind of stuffs liao.. argh.. maybe I really no confidence le or what, I also don't know, but whenever any guy is nice to me, I never think that they like me
but I don't know why, my mum will think that those guys whom I go out with like me, or trying to woo me, come on! look at my pattern you all know liao, nobody want de, lelong also worthless, so rough, not smart, not very tall, also got people want.. aiyoh, like that all the guys sure run away liao.. some more so feirce, immature which means I still crazy over idols like those 13 or 14 year old girl.. aiyoh..
if you go ask all my ex, confirm say I sucks de lah... what about them? they sucks too.. ar.. whatever lah, now not important, manage to have the mood to think more about my party stuffs again and glad wei X is better, past few days I cannot let her know that I no mood to think about my party sutffs due to wei x's stuffs in case she say alot of things, haiz.Last time, she anyhow say , say I cry over one guy.. oh my goodness.. no way loh, why would I cry over some sickening asshole? no point.
I having one problem now, it seems that I'm going through my puberty all over again.. I don't know why, but my instincts seems to tell me that, like I began to eat like a dinosaur, then my homones are still imbalance, my period cycles tend to cock up frequently, this sign seems to be those girls who are in their early teens going through all these, don't know why like that, then li ting say maybe I still can grow.. haha hopefully bah.. haha... Then she say I more prettier and more mature liao.. got meh? even my testimonial written by my secondary school friends they also say I more mature liao.. got meh? hai ok lah.. not only that, still got popele calling me mei nu.. haha.. tao yan! heex. wow! 10 more days to my chalet leh.. so excited but sad cos my PTL not coming, haiz.. xiang, you'll be fine. hope to see you around soon..
torn
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
yup. today my PTL wei x his dad was being send off.. haiz.. yesterday was the last night of his dad's wake, I , carol, eddie, ling, yun mama and some others was there, hmm.. feel very sad for him, while I was witnessing the scene of hicoffins getting ready to be burned, it reminds me of my grandfather who passed away 12 years ago, haiz... it was raining, and many of us were walking behind the vehicles, those musics, were being played, a couple of poeple were carrying his dad's coffin carry till they reach around geylang area, then they put the coffin into the vehicle, to think back, 12 years ago, i was 6 and my grandfather died, his wake was held at singapore casket on the last day, the coffin was sealed up, and ready to set off, my family and relatives were pushing the van, however my grandfather's funearal service was a christian one, hmm... his body was send to mt.verner(not sure if the spelling is correct) around joo seng rd, while the coffin was about to move and send for burning, my relative and my family members cried very loud, then the coffin, went in, we cried even harder, after that was done, we went to collect his photo.
haiz... so sad, really make me think of my late grandfather when I saw wei x's dad. Indeed, I cried at home.. haiz... then when I was 8 years old, my great grandmother passed away she was in her 80s if i'm not wrong. her funeral service was a buddhist one, hers was being send to choa chu kang to bury, then some fa shi or who have to throw grain of rice , I wasn't sure what was that for.. Actually not only these 2 loved ones have gone, I still have another uncle( my mum's youngest brother) he died quite early, my mum told me he committed suicide, If i'm not wrong there wasn't any funeral service for him, he committed suicide at kallang river, and I heard that his body wasn't found, but my grandmother and other relatives went to the temple to get the monk or some fa shi to chant. that is all i can remember.
another 12 more days to my birthday party, so ke xi, my PTL (part -time laogong) wei x cannot come, cos long papa say he must wait after 100 days of his dad's death then he can enjoy.. haiz.. whenever got anyone's birthday, he is always aorund de, like ling's birthday celebration at k-box, long papa and kelvin's birthday at marina bay eating steamboat and yun mama's birthday, esp, the marina bay one, he very good play host to me, know what I eat and doesn't eat.. but on the 30th april he can't come, is ok lah, still got my other 7 flowers sisters.. haha and some others like qing tian,long papa and many many more.. don't wanna think too much, cos past few days never bother to think about my birthday stuffs lah.
but I suppose all those unhappy things should come to an end. wei x rmb what I say ok. I'm always here for you whenever you need me.. jia you,i know is a hard blow.. but you must be able to accept the fact,your dad shall rest in peace and the murderer will be nabbed. beware of your mum as the blow is too harsh, make sure she is in good health and remember to take yr meals regularly, I believe your dad doesn't want to see you all in this manner. so be strong, everything will come to an end. you are not able to come to my birthday celebration I can understand I just wanna see you carry on with your life and after 10o days you will be free to enjoy life, ya.. anything, just give me a call or leave a msg..
torn
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Another 14 more days to my birthday party, that's fast, yeap! last friday was good friday, I went out with cheryl, xin xin and joel at ORchard, then cheryl and me left,as we girls will be meeting ling, at paya lebar MRT station to attend wei x's father's wake.
The news even talked about his dad's death, his dad died a tragic death, his dad was at batam on tuesday and on wedenesday the murder happen, Thursday wei x and his family got the news, Friday morning, his father's body was brought back to singapore, his dad was stabbed 24 times, so sad, when we saw Wei X, he is very very down, he didn't ate since morning, hmm... if i'm him, I'll also lose my appetite de.. haiz.. then we kept him accompany till 8pm, then we left, while on the bus, I send him an sms reminding him to eat too..
tomorrow will be the last day of the wake, I'll be there. I know his dad, I seen his dad once, while I was at Wei X's place, his dad seems alright, he is not a fierce person, he's nice lah.. this is all I can remember, same as his mum, and his other family members,
These few days didn't really go and think soo much about my party thingy, due to this news. then yesterday gang yuan asked me before I start school, what other things am I looking forward to, other than my birthday well, I didn't say much lah, I just told him these few days didn't really think so much. hmm.. hopefully all the sadness and sorrows will come to an end , everyone, has to move on with life, and look on the birght side of life, there's always hope.
when disappointment comes, and we don't give up our disappointment will turn into hope. Yeap! yesterday was quite relive cos, I told my mum about my ex( the latest one), I told her alot of stories and other stuffs, she didn't make noise or waht lah, she just listen, hmm.. I don't when this thing happen, It seems that, my puberty and stuffs is starting all over again. I don't know why I feel that, my instincts tell me that, I told my mum and she laughed, cos, I have been eating like a dinosaur, much more like before, though my homones is imbalance, but it seems that everything is starting all over again.. haiz.. whatever lah,now my mum ia about to prepare the food for my party liao, don't worry friends there will be more food de..haha.. can't wait for my party, and hopefully, wei x will be much better... wei x, jia you..don''t forget me, Im always here for you, not only me but coolster is always here for you too
torn
Friday, April 14, 2006
HMM.. me still not complete with coolster zhuan ji.. yeap! other than pictures I came up with some meaningful phrases and words about our coolster. take a look and give me coments
is all here read carefully
Cool
Out going
Open minded
Lively
Smart
Talkative
Extra-ordinary
Responsible
Here is another one.
A TO Z about our coolster members and personalities
AH LOONG is daring and bold
Bears with each others' nonsense and stuffs
CAROL is Chatty and bubbly, CHARLENE is sweet and pretty
DAVID is sporting and funny
EDDIE is a good singer
Friendly and Fearless
Good at doing stuffs
Helpful and hyperactive
Independent and intelligent
Jovial
KELVIN is caring and strong
Lively and lovable
Mature
Nice and Neat
Out going and open minded
PResentable
Quiet at times
Responsible and respectful
SU YU is well organised, SHI YUN is gentle and cute
Talented and talkative
Understanding and Unique
VANESSA is nice and talkative
WEI HAO is a jokeR, WEI XIANG is havoc
XIN HUI is nice and sweet
YENG Ling is hardworking and loyal
Zany and Zeal
It took me a long time to crack my brains.. haiz..So sad heard bout my PTL wei X his dad passed away.. haiz... Seen his dad before, his dad quite a nice person lah..
Hmm... wei xiang, I understand how you feel, I also ever lost my love ones before, you must be strong ok? you are the youngest in the family, hmm.. must be able to help your mum, I believe your mum can't take the blow, comfort your mum, bah.. whatever it is, I'm here for you whenever u need me.. ya.. be strong.. wor.. u can do it de..
torn
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Now,feeling light with everything in my life now.. cos, Last saturday we 2 broke up. This time, we officialy broke up,confirm guarantee chop, no more thinking of a reconcilation liao
well, deal to so many stuffs. Got '' charges'' against him and some evidence bah. This time for r/s I shall give it a break, I continue to stay single and unavailable for as long as possible.. I mean it!
Yeah, ok the reasons are listed below:
- doesn't even know how to cherish the chances given to him
- like to complaint
- suspect someone he don't like.
- He has a weird personality
- easily jealous
- abit like male chauvinist
- still not mature
- ill mannered
explanations and scenes that happen
Doesn't even know how to cherish the chances given to him
-when we were together, he doesn't sseems to bother to call/msg me he'll only look for me once in a while, is like as if we are not going steady at all, then slowly, things were alright, then when we rreconcield the same thing happen again,he even have the cheek to ask whether do I still want the r/s. How could he? the one who doens't acknowldege the r/s asked me that question, is ridiculous. he even dare to say he is feeling insecure, he never thought of other people's feelings. he is always like that
like to complaint: hmm.. ok, when things weren't working out too well between us at that time, he started to complaint, Then when people did something wrong, unintentionally, he will complaint and somehow, make the matter a big issue.
suspect someone he don't like: He dislike one of his classmates, which is one of my former junior, then whenever anything happen like his stuffs went missing, he will suspect is someone he don't like stole his stuffs away. He never ever thought carefully and kinda pushed the balme to anyone, he even kinda suspected me before, not once but at least 2-3 times.
- when I was about to buy our one month anniversary present, I didn't told him what I wanted to buy, just becasue I don't let him accompany me to buy stuffs, then he himself say he suspected me buying girls' stuffs. Then when I say is one month anniversary present, he somewhat told me this : " glad you never bought for another guy"
2. when we broke up, he called and asked whether am I having a new boyfriend.
3. he ever asked me, will I be with him just because of money
Weird personality: whenever, he is not feeling well, in a bad mood, tired etc etc, he just wouldn't talk. He'll just keep quiet and people around him won't know what exactly happen. well, that ever happen, when I was asking him something, he didn't bother to answer or at least show some gesture, just because he is not feeling well or what. He could have at least let the other party know. seems to keep to himself quite often, then once he wrote in his old blog saying having good friends is a trouble, he love money more than anything else.I ever told him off saying about his character he got less friends or no friends.
another case: I was at camp busy doing some stuffs, then he askd me to give him a call ASAP as he is tired and about to sleep, when I say another 5 minutes he was ok, with it. then I was getting more busy, then he kinda asked me when will I call, I say abit later, then he sudden;y flared up and somehow, vent his frustration just because he is tired etc etc...
easily jealous: Whenever I am with other guys talking, going out with them, he will get easily jealous, he ever thought I like wei X.
Abit like male chauvinist: he ever told me to treat him better, then recently before we broke up, he ever asked me to report to him about stuffs like when am I going to sentosa, when I wanna go clubbing must let him know. Even told me that, If I have any problem, I confront him before asking qing tian or whoever, he wants me to think of him first.
Still not mature: the way he talks and expresses himself, notonly that, whenever he msg, there is broken english, then when he speak english, he cannot pronounce properly.
not able to decide in certain stuffs.
Not very street wise.
Ill mannered: When I told him not to read my personal blog without my permission, yet he wnet and read it, he think I don't know, actually I suspected that he read my personal blog, so I questioned him, he said no, then later he confessed. His reason for reading my personal blog is because from there he can know what am I really thinking, not only that, talk bad about people, tell lies.
~___________+ Other stuffs__________~+
sunday was grading, yeah. I got there early as I am suppose to meet Derrick and othe others to eat Mcdonalds breakfast, yummy.. eat until my stomach very full. Then that night, I had a bad headache till monday morning, then in the late afternoon, is much better already then I carry on doing my sutffs, yup, now I'm busy doing Coolster zhuan ji which is collections of pictures of coolster members into one thick album . Yup! busy decorating and adding more pictures and stuffs you guys will get to see it on my birthday celebration. then in the evening went back to california fitness club long time never went backliao. I went for hip hop clas again, then the next class was special was some disco dancing thingy.. cool! I styaed and dance, I realised dancing can relieve my stress too other than yoga/ pilates.. yup! better keep myself busy with stuffs, like decorating coolster album, preparing for my birthday, do the things I like and long time never do. so I won't think of that stupid stuffs and other nonsense.
Thanks friends, esp Ling, I'm alright liao and the others too.. I listened to you all de advice liao
torn
Sunday, April 09, 2006
SO FeD up, so Fed up.. Hate 4 evrything that has happen.. what the f*** is going on? argh...
feel like wanna kill that jerk... argh.. I think I'm going crazy now cos of some MF.. not any ordinary MF.. but someone I know for some time..argh.. what is this going on.? all the denial, lies, betraying, maligning, humilating, insulting where is the love in this world.. No wonder I very stress up since last month till now..
When can I wake up and tell myself if this r/s is hopeless, I should give up and I should say that that jerk has been lying and I can't see that, I'm blind and stupid. What the hell am I waiting and thinking. always day dreaming, forcing myself to do the things I don't like..
Someone so close to me, yet did something which I hate the most.. Argh... I'm going crazy soon..
Yeah, the stuffs happened like this: today he said he not happy with what I wrote on my blog. but this is my freedom to blog and say whatever I want. Is my own blog, own mouth.. Then when he suddenly talked about last wednesday, I felt something is wrong cos IF i did remember correctly I didn't metioned about last wednesday thingy on my noraml blog. So I questioned him asking did he go through my personal blog, he said he never, then at night, he said sorry to me and confessed that he did? why the hell u wanna confess at this time? why must you lie in the first place. Then I questioned him again, then he say he go through my personal blog is the only way to know what am I thinking.
OK, earlier on, he did told me off bout stuffs, asking me what am is he to me? how dare he, still dare to ask this question I should be the one asking it... Then I say this : " I write whatever I wan is my business ma, I never slander can alreadylo. U leh? still dare to ask wad u r to me I supppose to ask that question de leh, sum people r like theif, steal things liao den blame ppl, give excuses or even try to er ren xian gao zhuang. wad a baddie?"
er ren xian gao zhuang means, for example , I did something bad to someone, then I complained to his /her family about he/she doing something bad. this is call er ren xian gao zhuang. Some peole really mei jiao yang( ill bred).. argh.. waste my time and youth on people not worth it.. forget it lah, all I cAn do is just take it as he not my bf liao. argh.. now very confused lah... don't wanna think too much, he is getting on my nerves...
ya, you inexpereince then people ti liang you, symphatise you, side you etc etc.. then now, waht Peoplle asked me not to break your heart. You can act very well hor? then NOw, those who know me may think I'm a bitch, wicked woman lah. you good! know how to act, act unitl so real. Ling said the right thing you ar.. like report king.. do things must report to you. I tell my xing li de hua why I don't wanna go certain places with you like clubbing, is becaused I don't want to be framed for taking drugs, don't want my drink to be spike by someone then end up don't know what happen. But better to be safe than sorry. I know oyu are naive an innocent, but who knows what are you up to? very hard to say. NOw good and bad guys very hard to tell.. My mum said the right thing, don't waste my time on people not worth it..
I still got a long way to go in life, those I might be a loser in love life.. so? big deal? I also don't know why I'm bewitch by you, I'm so stupid.. Is time I should wake up.. argh.. don't wanna let this tupid idoitic thing affect my life, without you also won't die.. the most, I can find better guys out there is whether I want anot only. I'm tired I need a break.
torn
Friday, April 07, 2006
Talk about yesterday bah, hmmm.. was called up for an interview from Simei ITE, I applied accounting so I went for the interview yesterday, Su Yu also went for the interview, I think I will be starting school around may bah, hopefully.. else, I'll rot man
My day.. hmm... today suppose to wake up early go poly clinic then end up I overslept. I was stucked there for an hour, I went to clinic regarding bout my personal stuffs, only LIng knows, then the doctor asked me go and have a test done, before that, I went to have lunch, as the lab was cloased for lunch break, then I went back there at 2pm. Luckily when I took my queue number for the lab test, the number went real fast, after a while, my test results were out le... thank god my test results were negative.. haha.. cos, I am a good girl.. hahahaha
Then went back to see the doctor, then never gave me medication.. haiz.. what is this? no medicine, only paid for the consultaion fee and lab test fee. altogether $7.40 bah... IF so much money I confirm cannot pay de..
after I'm done, I went to my church to help up with some stuffs, helped till 5pm like that
Wah lau! got a few people organising sentosa outing, then some trying to pull me, then my dear also say wanna organise sentosa outing soon bah, haiz.. I told pei wen and xin xin see first if I can go.. haiz. If I can go, I feel like wanna go with group of friends , if go with my bf, I scared I abit bu zhi zai.. haha.. cos I went sentosa with TKD friend then some more it was my first time wearing bikini. haiz.. of cos, sure shy de. but now, I just pretend no one is aorund loh, anyway, no one will be interested in me de lah..
K lah, don't talk bout this le, hmm.. so far we 7 fl0wers attach liao.. but then, for Ling, haiz. she and edmund break liao, but they're still friends lah... No worries, she very lucky sia cos she can find a guy abit older than her, not those 1-2 years older than her de, but those who have past their 21st birthday le.. but most important is the guy finishes his NS liao.. that's the most important thing ..
Me hope my next bf is much much older than me at least 4 -5 years older de, then must finish NS liao... But, I'm not desperate.. IF my this r/s doesnt last, I shall give myself a break .. I shall stay single and unavailable for a few years bah, just like last time. Enough writing about this .. I stop here for the time being
torn
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
zzz... past few days very jia lat, having ulcers on my lower lips. not one but at least 3 ulcers. caused by my braces... argh... damn pain. tried all kinds of way to make my ulcer less painful argh.. end up, the swell and the pain came back..
yesterday and today I had a brilliant idea .. which is my own idea. first scoop out 3-4 spoonful of salt into a rice bowl, then take a few smaller ice cubes , then rub the ice cube so the salt will ''stick'' onto the ice cubes.. NOrmally most people will feel pain by just applying salt onto the ulcer. Obviously you'll feel pain, so in order to reduce the pain, you can add ice to numb the pain.
When the salt, sticks onto the ice, put the ice cube onto the part where you have your ulcer and leave it there for as long as possible, if you think this method is weird there is another common method which is rinse your mouth with salt water.
Ok, enough about ulcers and stuffs, today went for my dental appointment again to extract my another 2 teeth.. argh.. some more having ulcer I still went... Next month onwards I gotta start paying instalment for braces le..
yesterday, got the news bout one of my church friend Ting Ting jie, who is now studying in Australia,Brisbane. met with an accident. She was walking by the road and a car hit her. She was knocked at pedestrain walkway. Thank God, there was no brain injury and face and teeth affected
4/4/06 0922hrs
this morning another update ting ting jie met with an accident at1630 hrs singapore time. she's still depending on the repirator
1410hrs
Ting Ting Jie was awake this morning.. Seems to have No major injuries. However her face and teeth were injured.
Ting Ting jie's parents will be flying to Brisbane tonight..hmm.. Ting Ting jie, glad you're awake lle, hmm... thanks god, that your injuries are not a serious one.. jia you jia you jia you! we will be waiting for you, hope to see you again soon when you come back and visit us
zzz... sianz past few days also raining.. haiz.. shang nao jin.. actually suppose to meet my dear today then go buy things but then, argh.. raining so heavily.. then cannot go out loh... Dear, I missed you.. very happy you send that msg wor.. heex..
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
Yipee! today is 2nd april which is my cousin Nicole's birthday. she's 10 this year.
another 28 more days to my birthday party at pasir ris downtown east chalet. Can't wat. gotta save some money, find a proper time to buy my birthday stuffs and do some stuffs for my party.
Then yesterday my bf knew I open party he down there say, I never invite him.. haha.. ya hor, I forgot, I didn't asked him.. hmm.. maybe I have my reasons, haha.. but what a lame excuse.. he want to come I won't mind, anyway, the more the merrier. but just afarid that, I won't have time to entertain him, only got time busy chatting, taking pictures with my friends, like church friends, TKD friends, Coolster gang, my sec school friend and my god brothers/ sisters.
don't worry, me will have 2-3 cameras with me, one is my digital caera, the other one is my video camera and the last one is my mum's normal camera.. very kiasu right? haha.. not really lah, just in case any camera got problem or picture never take enough etc etc.. haha..
wah piang! he lame leh, asked me what's my wish then asked me write on my blog. at first I was like huh? then I told him, if my wish say out, it won't come true and another reason I said was even if he know what's my wish, he can't help me.. yeah, only ling knows my wish. heex. well, curous? you guys can go to my personal blog one day and guess what is my birthday wish, even if you think you guys guess correctly, i won't say out and don't asked me.
Today after my church, I went out with Ling, we went to makan and talk cock. she and I busy telling stories, then we went to century square took neoprint,, ling very funny, she said today all those shots we took very nice.. but then, the timer for decorating, went kinda fast. then I told her picture too nice, then the machine kan jiong.. heex.
Recently, I have been listening to project super star winner kelvin tan's song, I'm not sure what is the title but the song can be heard from the previous channel 8 9 pm drama , the shinning stars. the lyrics of the song, very meaningful and damn nice.
Other than the song is nice, the drama is very inspiring and nice too.
In the darkness, stars twinkle... even for a visually handicapped girl with too many troubles on her young shoulders.
Stars newcomers Dawn Yeoh and Sebastian Leong (from Project SuperStar), Pierre Png, Hong Huifang, Zheng Geping, Huang Shinan, May Phua, Eelyn Kok, Constance Song, Adam Chen, Zzen, Wang Yuqing and Jason Oh. Project SuperStar contestants Leon Lim, Lai Lijun and Wendy Toh guest-stars.
A-Li (Dawn Yeoh) is a young pretty girl who was born visually handicapped. Despite never having seen how she looks like, her surroundings and the happenings around her, she remains optimistic and strives to be as independent as possible in her daily life, sometimes even going out of her way to help others. Her birth father Jiang Hai (Wang Yuqing) abandoned her from young and she followed her mother Pei Pei (Hong Huifang) when she remarried a sloppy and lazy man Jin Tian (Huang Shinan). The family depends on the declining trade of hand puppetry for a living. Due to this, A-Li has no choice but to search for more jobs to earn enough to send her half-brother Xiao Feng (Sebastian Leong) to university.
A pair of new occupants moves into the block which A-Li is staying in. The young father refuses to tell others his name so A-Li calls him ‘Nameless’ (Pierre Png). He has a mischievous eight-year-old daughter Anqi, who together with him, turns the block topsy-turvy with their antics. As time goes by, A-Li comes to know the pair better and finds out that Nameless was actually born into a wealthy family and subsequently fell out with his father when he insisted on pursuing music studies in Vienna. Later, he met a girl named Xu Ling (Eelyn Kok) and had Anqi with her. Nameless fell into depression when he was not able to make any progress in his music studies and when he found out Xu Ling was having an affair. In anger, he took his month-old . daughter and left
Anqi’s school results have been extremely disappointing and she is always getting into trouble, garnering many complaints from parents and classmates alike. In the end, she even gives up going to school. When A-Li finds out about this, she decides to help Anqi find a new school, even promising to help Anqi realise her potential so she can prove wrong the teachers and classmates who look down on her.
Anqi makes great progress under her tutelage. Nameless also begins to respect A-Li’s ‘handicapped but able’ spirit. Gradually A-Li also develops a positive impression towards Nameless. She hopes that he will eventually pick himself up and start afresh, but Nameless has not even finished playing an entire music piece for a long time. A-Li throws herself into thinking of ways to help him regain his confidence.
A-Li is suddenly sent to hospital where the doctor discovers many scratches and bites on her. Suspected to be a victim of abuse, the police is notified immediately and the help of a social worker Yin Qi (May Phua) is called in. A-Li’s trusting nature makes her very vulnerable but despite Yin Qi’s repeated questioning, A-Li refuses to tell the truth of how she got hurt.
Yin Qi, facing a bottleneck at work as well as her husband’s extramarital affair, closes A-Li’s case shoddily under pressure. It is not till A-Li is once again sent to hospital that she remorsefully takes it upon herself to find out the truth. Through investigations, Yin Qi finds out many untold truths and hidden facts and in the process learns to face her husband and his infidelity with magnanimity. She also decides to stay on her job to continue and help the lost youths in our society…
Dawn yeoh as A-li
Pierre Png as Wu ming/ Wu Zhi Qing
Zhen Geping as HUang Feilong
Hong Huifang as Peipei
Sebestian Leong as Xiaofeng
Zzen zhang as Ah Pao
Adam Chen as Ah B
Lai Lijun as Coco
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