Wednesday, November 30, 2005
TIme to talk again... Yeah, monday went to metro, causeway point to take back my punch card then talked to some of my collegues however my working friend that malaysian guy who want to jio me one not there he went back to malaysia ma... yeah, I asked his collegue to pass him the message say I no longer at Metro liao...cos, I changing to another outlet but don't know where yet. Then went to eat MCdonalds. then shop around I bought Mr fighting VCD. By 5566 Zax Wang and Tony sun, esther and joanne from sweety... heh heh.. then took the bus back to tmapines and went to my dad's place wang zi bian qing wa
argh...what the hell? Metro say don't want me so no choice my company gotta find another outlet for me....haha... nevermind anyway that place also sucks is a dream come true for me to get out of that fucking place but I'll miss the other staffs there... well, if I'm free I can go there..
Yesterday is the best time with my gang; Xin Xin, qing tian, Ling, Suyu, Yun mama. Then they went to my place we watched Mr fighting. After Xin xin and Ling left, WX came. Then we continued to watch mr fighting till my dear came..haha....surprised that I got attach again liao hor...well, actualy Got attached few weeks ago liao lah...haha.. yeah did Yun mama's hair and WX's hair too...haha....Tao yan! this WX copy Gino's old hair style...haha...he go dye the part white like Gino.. Hope they like it very much.
hmm..past few days nothing to do..did some rubbish by making poster adding my favourite idols and another poster is full of ZJZD pictures..... when you see liao tell me which one nicer.. cos I wanna add onto my blog skin
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torn
Sunday, November 27, 2005
haha time to update liao wor...hmm..wonder how is my sisters and brothers...well, still received sms-es from xin xin and ling...hmm...Long papa went to Brunei last friday bah. he'll be back on the 7th just one day before charlene birthday celebration..hehe...Last friday and yesterday didn't work....sian diao..I think I going to find another job again... got multi job liao..hahahaha...
Yesterday went to my mum's cousin's wedding....yeah, then the dinner ended bout 10... hmm....past few days don't know what is wrong with me, think bout him then don't know why I feel so weird etc etc.... then yesterday chatted with him on the phone. After chatting with him, Then zhu dong called me so I called him back then we chatted. Well you know what? I gave him a new name called Qing tian( sunny in mandrin) this is because he is our sunshine among our gang... he always bring laughter, joy to us man....hmm...thanks qing tian..after talking to you and listening to your jokes and stories I really felt ok....
Today went to Califronia fitness club cos at that afternoon around 12 plus I got hip hop dance class..weeehehehe.. yeah see lah I watched too much ZJZD then feel like wanna dance le lah... not bad lah, mangae to follow at first kinda clumsy de... Then after that went to Orcahrd went Heeren to collect my Adidas windbreaker which I have reserved 2 days ago... hehe got my windbreaker liao...the one Gino is waaering..hehe.. so happy...hmm..hurry up 8th december leh..cos I can take pay then can celebrate charlene mei de birthday..hmm..suyu hope u and him wil be ok soon..ya...
torn
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
I guess is time I have to say this out... I really don't know what is going on and wanna know what is happening..please don't keep in the dark if you really have something to tell me...whenever I fold the cranes, tears will roll down.. other than folding cranes, aI always take them out counting one by one to see if there are 365 cranes..I folded 365 cranes is because I hope to be by your side every minute, every day, every second till my time is up...think of you, I feel hapy and my heart will ache....I really don't know what to do?? sometimes I think whether to continue like this or to stop it...though my feelings is still there, I have the feeling that this will happen again just like my past... think of you when I'm alone, I tend to cry but I tried my best to hold my tears..whenever I am suppose to cry, I just simply can't cry out and when I'm not suppose to cry out tears eventually flow....I don't want to be like this... someone tell me what to do?? I'm confused, feeling with mixed emotions.... whatever it is....you're constantly marked in my heart and never be forgotten... I rather we still like each other like before and probably don't be together... I just hope I can be your angel till i'm gone and seeing you finding your happiness...
today I go school meet WX, then we went Bugis ate Yoshinoya.. then went to take neoprint.... haha.. then after that, went to GH for his dental appointment..haha then he did his upper teeth brace...haha next time my turn to do brace..my upper teeth the right side crooked.. then must do brace..actually when I was bout 12 or 13 my dad keep on want me to do brace...then dragged until I 15 years old my mum realised my teeth crooked then must go do..aiyah drag until last year and now loh..so this year must confirm do le.....
torn
Friday, November 18, 2005
Back from my chalet...my gang( kelvin, suyu, ice man, ling, charlene, long papa, yun mama, eddie,xin xin, wei li, david,carol and PTL WX) had a great time..played true or dare..then I kena must do pole dancing....WX is that pole..he tallest among the guys...hai...ke lian de WX, is the others wanted him to be the pole then I be the pole dancer..ar... Haiyoh...that charlend so ke lian..being bugged by her stupid superglue boyfriend that justin.. Before I went to sleep, I ate 2 plates of bee hoon, then around 0420hrs my dad called..kao bei..then I went back to sleep didn't answer the phone...shocked leh..middle of the night suddenly got one head on my pillow..chae..is Wei Li..then asked can share pillow ma..i just nod my head lah...then I kept turning then I think he kept on pat my head and say sleep lah.....
then got up around 7 plus...actually I wanted to wake up around 4 to eat but cannot i told myself wait later got work., must have energy then end up sleep very long. Well, yesterday went to walked with xin xin then I told her bout a idol drama I watched lah..a brief review on that drama... that drama is zi jing zi dian( top on the forbidden city) by k one, 5566 sam, zax and tony
ok story time again... zjzd is actually talking bout dance, the strength, the motivation, it also covers bout kinship, romnace, friendship...
kinship- qing tian( JR) is an orphan since he was young he was abandoned and left at the gates of the temple and was being taken in by master qiu.master qiu had a daughter Xiao ying( joanne from sweety). master qiu taughted them some kind of kung fu called ba jia jiang other than qing tian and xiao ying there are 2 others they are jun dao( smille from typhoon) and yi dong. 20 years later Qing tian knew who was his birth mother his birth mother was Monica a dance teacher of Royal entertainment.
Romance- Xiao Ying got to know a guy named Tian Xie( Gino). Xiao ying got to get the chance to work at royal entertainment and she manage to get close to Tian xie. However Tian Xie had someone he couldn't forget ther person was his ex girlfriend Jessica. Later Xiao ying realised that Qing Tian has fallen for her too.. On her birthday Tian xie brought her out he wanted to tell her how he felt all this while..but is just that, tian xie couldn't express himself he is the type who deosn't REALLY like to talk alot a guy who is alone and isolate himself. he even let people misunderstand him
Romance ( II)- Aki(nancy) and fire( 5566 sam) are from royal... The team Royal is made of 5 people they are hei zi( li yang), Tin( Kido) and An xi( Darren). Aki and fire are the 'king and queen' of royal. Fire is a guy who is rather bad tempered but he is willing to do anything for Aki...At that time, Aki and fire always have lots of misunderstanding between each other. For the first time, she liked tian xie followed by qing tian. It was Qing tian who gave her the courage and strength to live again.
Friendship- qing tian is a big brother of jiang jun tang together with xiao ying, jun dao and yi dong..he is the one who always take charge of responsiblities...even though, he is not suppose to be responsible for certain stuffs, he too, is willing to take the risk and help his brothers and friends
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Freindship (ii)- Aki wanted to look for Xiao ying regarding bout tian xie, however her paln fail and was being harassed by some ''traids '' it was xiao ying who saved her and in the end, they became friends
~~~~~+________End of my summary________+~~~
talking bout today, yeah started work late, then end up had my eyebrows trimmed.. Today busy tlaing cock, gossip with my colleagues bout our boss she told me what has been happening for the past few days she said that the boss from our main office had been monitoring the staffs...and he made alot of noise saying that we never do anything only know how to walk up and down...bloddy hell..I gave him a nickname called
superglue this is because, he likes to come and watch over us stick to us near our counter and bug us... I was rather stunned to hear that....then my colleague say wanna resign and she gonna buy super glue...wahaha..so lame
torn
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Back! to update my blog...heex..today last paper....haha..then my holiday le..woo hoo...can enjoy life le...wahaha....gonna start work almost everyday bah from next week onwards..yesterday meet xin xin at city hall...I reached there early so I walked to City Link mall then stepped into Adidas shop... had a hard time looking for some stuffs I wanted....Then that shuai-ge of the adidas shop asked me whether want to take that jacket or not..he say last piece...argh..too bad..bo money.... I have been looking for jackets, windbreakers and track pants under Adidas de...but damn ex.. got one jacket 69 something....haiz....see lah.....I not adidas fan de...then watch zi jing zi dian those artise wore adidas clothes..buay pai.....quite nice.. Gino in Adidas wind breaker . Nancy in brown jacket..this one also under adidas. Tried looking for the same type ... after meet xin xin, we went to esplanade with xin xin to study then after studying we went to PS to meet David then walked to orchard saw Yun mama at Giordano then we thought she knock off from work..but no leh..she starting work..haiyo....then Yun mama say, long papa, wei li and some others are still around orchard then david called long papa..then yan ting( yun's girlfriend), wei li, and long's friend plus the 3 of us went to cineleisure then WX called me..he's real fast man..from taka can catch up with us..what to do ?? people got long legs ma...yeah, the guy went to play pool...then yan ting, wx and me went to heeren.
Left early, then went down to my workplace wanted to find some of my working collegues and working friends...hai...diana-jie that manicurlist not there,..she went to J8 bah....haiz....wahaha today after school so bored so went todo some shopping went to hang ten bought 2 pairs of trousers then ended up also join member....haha....wah....haha this saturday gotta run from one place to another..afternoon to late afternoon at metro..then evening time all the way I at New Park hotel....haha....hurry up get money, hurry up buy 6680, creative neeon, hurry up pay bills and whatever...
torn
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Argh... thinking back bout this morning stuff I wanna buay tahan le and can't stop thinking.....This morning went back to my church then they have mini fair..then bumped into many of my youth group friends... then my junior that Jason, chatted with me for a while then suddenly asked me bout me and my ex not Nivel hor...the other guy before Nivel his name is that Derek..argh...I DL ar...when Jason told me what that MF said..... He said bad things bout me..fine, then even insult and say like how he wished he could have take advantage of me( you know lah) in the first place while I was still with him..then say I very Ah Lian, he leh?? people say he Ah beng..Big fuck! he go claimed that he is the one who ditched me..actually I was the one who initiate the break up...Jason say he know that cannot be he break with me de...
Ok lah, let me give you guys a clearer picture and is story time..wahaha.....yeah, it happen like this..that MF ad me were in the same church, then know him for quite some time then we went steady, we were together about 3 months. Then at that time, I was kinda shy cos, I didn't ever let guys hold my hand or touch me mah..then he always KPKB about this loh....tell Jason say, i very what....don't allow him to hold hand etc etc....yeah, so?? can say I'm a little too conservative at that time....Some more, my palms will get sweaty...he cannot understand my situation is it? Then whenever we never talked or call each other, he sometime will asked whether am I seeing another guy... what the fuck?? man, how can he anyhow suspect me..I'm not that type who flirt or what.. his attitude sucks thats why I broke up with him..I can't stand him... then on the day we broked up he kept on tired to call me,msg me and even get his God-brother to talked to him.
The last time I saw him was this year while having some gathering with my church friends..then he said he was sorry for what he had done to me in the past... Then now, stab me at the back....He some more anyhow say things which are not true trying to ruin my reputation.....well, alot of people also don't quite like him. Jason say whenever he talked, he'll always used vulgarities...but heard he now in army then jason say his hair like beng man.... too bad lah derek....can't get what you want..you think Im stupid to let you make use of me?? better watch what you say else I can sue you for slandering....I won't sue you but maybe in future your company will do that...
may I ask, what have I done? why must you do this to me, even how much you hate me you can't say things which are not true you know?? you are ruining my reputation.don't think I don't know what you've done....you ever bribed Li xing and Lionel if they can ever get my number right, fortunately the both of them didn't followed your way. Beware you'll get your retribution..BLP, jerk. WTF?? YOU mf, knn nnb ccb,s on of the bitch, bastard.
NO strength to talk so much le lah....today went out to study with Xin Xin then after study we took neoprint..weee..so kawaii ne....haha
torn
Friday, November 11, 2005
haha time to update my blog..yeah past few days..hmmm..yeah, tuesday was my twins cousin birthday and my first ex, justin birthday same day......haha At last! our power point and report done finished....like what xin xin say brain juice all used up..wahahaha...ya , crack my brains while doing the report then slept at around 0315hrs, got my pay too altogether got $240.00. Then wedensday, was tkd training...wah lau I asked my junior come for training end up he went there and sleep..haiyo...while was having break thought of want to splash water at him de..but don't want i where got so bad...
haiz yesterday knew bout my IA grades I only can say one word to illustrate.. Sucks...argh..shit my future gone le...can't go higher NITEC can't go poly...argh...this sucks I don't want to end my education here.. I want to further my studies as far as I could..I hope to get a diploma in whatever course I take in poly in future... but i this kind of pattern wait long long ar..I hate myself for being sucks in whatever I do...at work also can screw up, rehersal for dance or whatever also can screw up....argh.... last time if i didn't remember wrongly, i was in some church camp rehersing for my singing performance then I screwed up then got one of the church teacher or whoever say something like this :''IF you don't do better, one more time you go wah lau...then I tried very hard then end up never get kick out ...
Don't know why outside people thought I study poly thought I in secondary school come from the NA stream then I told them I from NT they don't believe thought I pulling their legs....but people say I look very smart look very smart so what?? just only have a pea brain..If next time get PHD, ar.. i must say not that PHD degree indeed is Permanent Head Damage..
say all this no use..must study hard, don't get C at least get a B...I want to prove others wrong..wel, I'm doing this not for others indeed for myself..... I wish whatever I hope will never be a disapppointment.... Past few days hardly fold cranes.. I got another bout 199 more to go..then my mother whenever see me fold cranes she keep on asking then I tell her don't Kpo lah..she say I fold for BF..hello since when I got BF?? well, i got someone in mind already but we haven't go steady ma....consider my bf meh???haiyo..that time got one of my working friend say like me, he zhen me de lah..he say realy like..but too bad, I say I like someone le..and asked him to wait long long for me to fall for him..haha ya loh, i hope when my junior get to come across this, there won't be so much misunderstanding . I just want to tell him ( my junior ) that my feelings haven't fade and will never fade... always by your side and loving you without flatteries..
Aiyoh. say all this..make people hair stand just like that stupid girl her bog make people hair stand...Ok, lah..today never work at the New Park hotel..that job is at new park hotel is my backup job... that means now I have 2 jobs...thanks to long papa and his friend max, for recommending me this job..glad jessica, my secondary school friend like this job...well, that day a new park hotel..altogether we have 7 people 4 are max's friends, then plus me
and jessica..jessica's brother will be joining us..woo hoo... we are team!!
torn
Sunday, November 06, 2005
hmm....yesterday worked at New park hotel..under banquet service...that job recommended by Long papa's friend Max..Then my secondary school friend joined us... glad she liked her job..hahah..i suppose that banquet job is gonna be my backup job...muahahaha...not bad...actually my company called me asked whether can go down to metro, causeway point work anot...but I say can't So I told her today then go back to work...haha...Wah..I realised one thing...That place kinda sucks even though there are lots of popular shops.. I hope to change outlet...Then I today have to split myself into 2..cos, we my company have 2 ocunter one on level one and the other on the second level...actually suppose to have another promoter but that staff on MC...haiz..sian diao..
well, today sales altogether got 124 bucks..not bad bah... today took so long to get customers to buy stuffs....wah lau..I down there nothing to do...go there got free manicure, then walk around, ''xian'' cha boh(girls), da por(guys)..today went to KFC eat la...mouth damn itchy....gosh! my one and onli special tkd junior came...wahahhaa...then acoompany him go food court i down there fold cranes, listen tohis Mp3..wahahah..then around 6 plus my mother called then talked for a while loh....I say I down there xian char boh and da por....haha.. then took the escalotr up and down..cos, I said earlier I need to run to 2 places
wah...got to know one friend there...wah lau today he even go do business miss call me, go makan also call me..he very rich hor....bills not scared expensive...wah lau, he liked ice man leh...eat liao hor must go do business be it PJ, cake s--t, orh s--t, etc etc.... haiz...he mad one.....I on the bus he called I say I folding things...then phone no batt..then say I fold the cranes fold give him.....wah lau...I say ask your Gf fold lah...he say don't have..haiz...don't care him lah..he only trying to zhen wo....
torn
Friday, November 04, 2005
yesterday came back from school...gosh! lots of cockroaches on the courtyard floor. some can be found in the kitchen toilet....other than that.my mum and my bike also have lots of cockroaches...busy killing them, washing the floor, sprating insecticide...argh...who the toot done done this?? argh... fed up..
Then went to Raffles place and meeet my mum then took the bus down to my grandmother house then my mum drove the car and brought my aunt, her cousin and my gran aunt to east coast and have our meal..wah, really full leh....hahaha....
today suppose to start work at robinson, centre point..but last minute changes back to causeway point metro...wah lau.....big****..the sales today really sucks loh....then my mdm say stop work for the time being then say boss will confirm scold her de cos of poor sales..haiz...why I sucks at lots of things de...am I really sucks in whatever I do..haiz..don't know lah..maybe today hari raya ma that's why so quiet...well, even i may going to lost this job got back up plan ma..can find another job.. won't die one...today he came leh..haha...glad he is around..wahaha yesterday he say he got thing want oto asked me..i thought what then i told myself don't think rubbish...well, is some misunderstanding between us ..now everything okay le lah.... hehe...hey u know what? wo bu tong de tao hao wo zhi shi yi ge pei jiao.... wahaha
torn
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
found this song from k one first album titled peng you de li chang.
this is dedicated to my sister xin xin.
san tian qian ni jian diao le chang tou fa,
shuo shi si le nian shi wei le ta,ni xiao de
heng mian qiang wo zhi dao ni bu neng wang
bu shouo hua ka fei mei he wan tian se yi bu zhi bu
jue bian nan ran hou zou zai zhe shou xi jie dao shang mei ge
chu chuang zai fan lai bei shang wo men nan guo de shi zhong shi bu yi
yang.
*hao xiang jiao ni wang le ta wo zhi neng zhan zai peng you de li chang shuo
shuo hua an wei yi xia shui tong wo de zheng zha deng dai hui you yong ma?
babe hao xiang jiao ni wang le ta ni zhen de shou le shang ye shang le wo heng fu zha.
wo gei ni jian bang rang ni tong ku yi chang ting liu ru ci de duan zhan.
( nan dao bu neng xiang ai ma zai peng you de li chang)
san tian lai ni shou le ba, lei le ba shuo ni xing qing cha shi wei le ta, ni bian le ge mo yang wo zhi dao ni hen jian qiang. Zhe mo shuo zhe mo rang ni tong wei shen mo wo men liang ge ren dou ji mo, zuo wang ni de shi jie na yi ban zhe wo yi chi you yi chi cuo guo zhi ting liu zai yuan di zuo zai ni shen hou..
+ About today+
Today so surprised and happy cos, he came down to lok for me...muahaha...didn't expect him to come down de...at first he sms-ed me....asking whether is my work place near the MRT anot.... I didn't reply then he really came down asked him is it he happen to past by or purposely come down he said he purposely came down..wahahahaha...so good..hey you know what? you're the first guy who purposely came down man.. bloody hell both of my legs still got blisters then while having my break he say want to lend me wear his slippers...don't need lah..is ok, i understand your good intentions..wahahah.. Well, working at metro for a few days I have received 2 compliments from the supervisor..wahahahhaa... glad that sister xin xin is ok le...wahahaha...gosh! just now went his blog, his tag board flooded man...aiyoh...some of his friends down there say him loh...wahahahaha then suddenly mentioned bout me....hai... yeah, thursday, saturday and sunday will be working again
torn