Today I went to watched House Of Wax @ Princess Cinema with Carol, Ling, Xin Xin, Carol's 2 friends( David and xin Yi), Eddie, Wei Xiang,Shi Yun...goodness! Ice man joined us....he's not so irritating and annoying...I really had a great time with them..Really wanna thank you guys out there even though this morning some of you notice and knew that I cried. Last night, I couldn't sleep due to some problems between he and me.He wanted to be close friends with me till the time is right.But I just can't get myself to do it.I tried but I can't do it.I force myself not to cry but in the end I really can't control my emotions and tears just flow out
Let me tell you what I wanna say all this while..You may think that I don't feel for you, but deep in my heart I always have you in mind...I really hope that you can let me make up for what I've done.I know a sorry can't make up for whatever I've done in the past.I really regretted for not treating you specially well,I really can't feel any peace if this thing is not resolve..You may lose your trust to me.But everyone deserves a second chance even ex-convicts.Once you read this, I hope you can think about it ...
IF you wish that you would still wanna continue with your decision, there's nothing I can do. I'll just go ahead and respect your decision...I really wished that you can consider carefully....This is one of my birthday wishes too.Let me do whatever I can before is too late.I make sure and promise that when the chance is given to me, I'll not take it for granted and lightly...You can never be replace....I don't want anyone to pity me especially you...I don't want any sympathy...
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!I WANT
More Money change my hair colour
Have a height of AT LEAST 165 and above
Keep my hair much longer like last time
GO korea/taiwan/europe/USA
Maybe get new MP3 player .Wang zi bian qing wa Idol drama VCD
Get TKD black belt New shoes
get much darker
have a good future Adidas Windbreaker Get a job
BUy another month supply of coloured contact lense
A hanbok(korean costume)& yukata(kimono)
buy flower power new tops have a wonderful 18th birthday
get into poly
