I was shocked by what sister(Ling) wrote in her blog..she wrote this note specially for him this was what she wrote in her blog: ''If Nivel ever hurts her again, i'm sure not to let him off just like tat. '' THE NOTE SPECIALLY FOR HIM: *''Nivel, if u gets to read this.. Pls take note: I'm not sayin bad abt u so pls don be mistaken. I know u have problem in u but the way u said to her was hurting. Yeah, i agreed she treat us very well and u think it was not fair to u but think it wisely. If she don treat u well, she wouldn't have go steady wif u. I know she treat u not as good as the way she treated us but in her heart, she cherished u. Please think it wisely. We as her frens don wish her to get hurt and we cares for her alot. Now, she understands how u feel right now and i hope in future or now, u will treat her well and i'm sure she will treat u well. All we wish is, we just wan Vanessa be happy. Be the natural in u. Thats all i wan to say to u.'' well, whatever it is, I'm still missing him...I just hope that we're able to be like before always chatting /''complaining'' to each other bout our stuffs that's the time I really missed...I missed the cheerful, crazy, funny, wild, talkative and the first impression you gave me....Remember, no matter what I'm always here for you, I'm willing to wait for you.....heex
Anyway, today Ice man will be going for some singing audition..all the best...I heard that Ash A.K.A wei Xiang, Xin Xin, Linda,Eddie,Ling will be going to give him his support...I wasn't able to go...As I've lots of stuffs to attend to.....Ice man beame crazy about composing songs..i guess it must be James who psycho him..lolx.Ice man told me and Xin Xin that he's planning to set up a band group with Wei Xiang and Eddie..the name of the band group will be E. A. R which stands for Eddie, Ash A.K.A Wei Xiang and Ray A.K.A Iced man...sounds interesting. The name Ash sounds rather cool, unique for a guy..lolx.....
Next week will be my exams my exams will be on the 17th to the 25th May.On 26th, I have my IA interview.On the 27th I'll be working till around july.After my IA I'll have my long vacation.....hai....so many stuffs to worry about..I'll not have my TKD training till school re-opens.I guess by then, I'll be able to get my next rank which is yellow tip..then Another 3 months later, I'll be taking my grading again....haiz... So many stuffs to attend to...I'm really worried that I can't cope...I'll be re-taking my N levels too..Wish me luck in whatever I do..
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!I WANT
More Money change my hair colour
Have a height of AT LEAST 165 and above
Keep my hair much longer like last time
GO korea/taiwan/europe/USA
Maybe get new MP3 player .Wang zi bian qing wa Idol drama VCD
Get TKD black belt New shoes
get much darker
have a good future Adidas Windbreaker Get a job
BUy another month supply of coloured contact lense
A hanbok(korean costume)& yukata(kimono)
buy flower power new tops have a wonderful 18th birthday
get into poly
