Today went for swimming...gosh! it has been ages that I haven't been swimming....I even sun tanned...wow! I feel really relaxing and enjoying in my own paradise...day dreaming about summer time in Hawaii..lolx
After swimming, I went to school..to tour around the school and to try my luck to look for WX.Eventually, I went to co-op shop to get something..WX is doing his job at the counter..Gosh! He sorta gave me a shocked.lolx...Then we chatted for quite a while.....he has been kinda nagging and pestering me to change my hair colour..lolx...other than that, he said that I should rest more as I've just recovered and I looked kinda haggard..wahaha....well, he even asked is it I had high fever before I went to the doctor...gosh! I nearly burst into tears in front of him...haiz...what is wrong with me...
This Hoon WX so bad...ate kinder beurno infront of me..then I was like....''tao yan, you know i just recovered and you still eat infront of me.''then he kept laughing.....then he say next time want to treat me when i completely recover...I was kinda sarcastic..I asked''really??''then he say yes....why would i want to lie...i can afford... only $1.20''wahaha..yaya....then this WX showed me his presentation....his presentation is really lame....it talks about a mother went to shop N save to buy a milk powder for her baby boy, jason.after buying the milk powder, she went home.
To make the milk for Jason.....Baby Jason went to eat the milk powder while his mother did not notice.....Within 5 mins, from a 6 month old baby he turned into a 16 year old teenage boy..his mother was shocked..lolx..wahat do you think?? is really lame right???
Haha, there are lots of stuffs i should speak up on my mind.This is regarding about WX and me....we're not together.Jerry asked why I don't consider him...well, is not I don't consider him.Is just that I can't pluck up enough courage to accept him....surviving from a broken wound takes alot of time...I also need time.....But, I even asked him a couple of times whether was he joking with me, his answer was No...hmm......I'm so confused.....I guess I shall let fade decide my life..I think I can never bring myself to accept anyone again....what should I do?? Well, I must say that is time I shouldn't be the one contradicting and denying my own feelings..Sisters,friends and those who are close to me..if you get to read this I hope you guys won't avoid me.......Yeah, I admit, I somehow kinda felt forhim.But I just want him to be happy with his life, I don't want to lose him as a friend.If he already has someone in mind.I will give him my support and wish him all the best...whatever it is, As long as he treats me as a good friend I'm contented...I hope he understands that I need time and I can't bring myself to accept him.....
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!I WANT
More Money change my hair colour
Have a height of AT LEAST 165 and above
Keep my hair much longer like last time
GO korea/taiwan/europe/USA
Maybe get new MP3 player .Wang zi bian qing wa Idol drama VCD
Get TKD black belt New shoes
get much darker
have a good future Adidas Windbreaker Get a job
BUy another month supply of coloured contact lense
A hanbok(korean costume)& yukata(kimono)
buy flower power new tops have a wonderful 18th birthday
get into poly
