Saturday, August 20, 2005
Yesterday was my dad's brithday today is my mum's birthday..Yeah, yesterday went all the way to Jurong East to get my MP3 settle as something went wrong.goodness! they did a qucik job.Yeah yesterday Steven called me so we chatted..Well, 2 days ago I was rather freaking pissed off with my mum as she is there bugging/barking/nagging/kpkb.Well, that is onot so bad for me I still can be able to bear it.What was the thing I got fed up with is she passed those rude remarks.This is how it happens, an american restaurant @ clarke quay wants to hire girls, $9 per hour.But too bad I can't go for the job as I'm under 18.When I say more money to make in mandrin she just passed me a very insulting remark saying ''you can go be prostitue'' just because I say alot of money...you may not believe that she said that but I swear, I did not lie.she really said that to me verbally.
Then again on the same day she asked me to take some cough syrup and she was there nagging/kpkb saying''you everytime eat chicken, might as well go be chicken(in mandrin)''knn..what the hell??I scolded her like mad till she got nothing much to say and asked her to stop saying me hmmm count herself lucky this time.cos if she say this kind of remark to others people can sue her......Then she just say to me ''not I say, people say'' what is this??? People say you must follow??? what on earth is going on??? Then say I gossip with people and I not a counsellor shouldn't listen to people's problems.well, is not I kpo is I as a friend of anyone willing to lend a listening ear.Well, friends when you get to read this I hope that you all won't stop talking to me about anything...I will always lend you guys my ears and keep your secrets safe.Hmm..I'm not sure why she say that maybe out of anger.but that doesn't seems to be out of anger
I would want to go for a blood test as I don't know what is my blood group.dad says I'm A, mum says I'm B...I really don't know which group am I...I want to find out...I told my dad about what happen..he says he want to slap her if she ever say that insulting remark to me...but I don't want any violence to go on.I don't want to give anybody trouble and a hard time settling these kind of nonsense.Sometimes I wonder whether am I her real child...well, god knows and my dad saw me when she was in labour pain..Yeah, even steven say this''how can say like that??own daughter leh''..argh..I want to say this one more time
''I WANT MY OWN LIFE, WITH NO INTEEFERENCE,NO MORE SCREWING UP IN WHATEVER I DO..IT'S MY OWN LIFE, I KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT AND WRONG, WHO SHOULD I MIX WITH''... argh..I think I'm gong crazy...help me....else I'll be send to woodbridge chalet in a few years time if this goes on....How I wish I can turn 18 or 21 right now..well, next year I'll turn 18.only 1 more year to go.No big deal....So what??if i treat my own house as a hotel...if you don't like me here the door is always there and I can leave.Well, good news my dad did not went to court to appeal the change of my maintenance fee.last time was 600bucks but my dad wanted to appeal and change to 400 bucks.but in the end he didn't because I'm still studying..all I want is to have a good life, future.Once I have that, I guess someone have nothing to say.already...But there are things I'm still quite satisfied and happy in life, good buddies, good school, good life because I''m able to enjoy in life like any rich people on earth,good class, good teachers....heex
yeah, yesterday got home at about 11 plus then chatted with WX on the phone, then after chatting with him, I called San Mao..hmm...yesterday took a cab home then my working friend Leslie say he at tampines coffee bean, thought of want to asked the driver to let me alight near the coffee bean area but I did not request.as my dad is around not because I scared to tell him why.So end up didn''t asked the driver to alight me there.This guy ah....really like to play joke/ disturb me..haiz...then gave me a nick name called xiao zhu(little pig)..haiz..then I called him stupid pig if not stupid pig, I'll call him monkey..heex..yeah only 2 years older than me.but can get along...I'm not implying anything...
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