Tuesday, September 20, 2005
must be wondering what big business am i doing in mount akina....yeah..alright I shall talk about today.About today lesson CDP...we did some group discussin and presentation on what kind of business your group is setting up...my group members are charlene,carol and eddie..unfortunately, charlene and carol are not around...haiz,,sain diao......my group is doing a cyber cafe business for this discussion thingy..for su yu and iced man's group, iced man wanna open a stationery shop selling stationery, toilet papers, snacks..then yong han say that he might as well open a mama shop..lolx..yeah, I guess iced man should consider opening a departmental store..
Yesterday after school went to James 's place with Ling, su yu, shi yun,xin xin, eddie, iced man....so envy james as he stayed in a terrace house..haiz....he's born with a silver spoon in his mouth......( opps! did i say the right idioms???)..I guess I should shoot out what I wanna say alll this while....ok...
firstly, is few days ago my junior said that he liked me... but I guess he had a little puny crush on me, nothing else....
secondly is like this, one of my friend on msn asked me whether do i have friends to intro him..i say i'll ask my freinds if they are willing to know more friends...then suddenly he changed his mind..i find something not right then suddenly he asked something kind of ridiculous asking can he want me?? I didn't get what he meant then I asked him, he refused to tell me properly....how am I suppose to know if he don't tell me waht exactly is going on..how am i going to understand..then he kept on saying nevermind.....etc etc..
this friend whenever see me on msn will asked me a few same questions.. one question is
- whether I have money to lend him
- Am I attach**
- When am I free
I just find that at times I'm really pissed off and fed up with this freidn of mine..sisters/friends/brothers dont worry he didn't took advantage/bully/cheat me ...really....I'm alright..I just don't understand why must he asked me that question the one I marekd with the asteries..
SO what If I'm not attached??so what if i'm left on the shelf ???you want me is it?? sorry..I don't want,,...I rather be what I am now single but unavailable..all you want to asked is money..but thank god I didn't have any to lend it to oyu..I'm not stupid to lend you money...you always say you'll be leaving this worlsd...since you're really sick and tired of life..i shlal wash my hands off you..save my breath from advising you that life is emaningful..alright...if you are still adamant on your decision about death..then go ahead....go and die..now.....sorry friedns for my vicious way of scolding people....i think from now on, i don't wish to contact this chap anymore
I've have enough.....I don't wish to be reminded of some useless people and only want to take advantage of people asking for money.........argh....fed up....
torn
