Thursday, October 27, 2005
haha good news I got promoted to green tip..su yu and pei wen got double they are now green belt..haha gong xi to the both of you.. well, tuesday my junior came to my place I helped him do his hair colour...he bought his own DIY then he came to my house and do..hope he liked his hair...
Yeah, today my new friend flying off to Aussie...only my gang know who am i referring to....haha...yeah he'll be back in a month time..Hmm... well, what to say ar...yeah, just now my junior came to my place again this time we exchange stuffs VCDS haha...seems taht he really like my house man...he even told me how he wished he can have a mum just like mine..well, we are not fated to choose our parents...is just that god gave us our parents to bring us into the world, take care of us and watch us grow.
Oh yes, that jerk tried to asked money from me on monday...big fuck! then he some more so clever teach me how to use my ATM card and how to transfer money to his account...ok, i purposely asked him what is the next step while transffering money.....Then he thought I transfer money give him...I say I transferring money to my relaive. haiz..just don't understand why some guys are jerks...sorry my gang..not referring to you all..I mean some.... luckily he didn't asked that question that make me feel uneasy whenever he see me will asked whether am I attached anot...I not leh....I forever left on the shelf..what do you want?? u offer yourself to me.I don't want to be attach leh.... your problem is it??? Hmm...then he say he never work cos of his medical problem..don't know if it is true anot..
Sisters, brothers, I think I know the secret and have the key of why I am not available is because I have no confidence to get into another r/s and whoever is with me will be very sad..I don't want to hurt people and hurt myself. I suppose this is the main reason....I will try to stand up on my own feet and gain back the confidence.... Oh yes, tomorrow is Brother Kun's birthday..happy birthday dude... I quite happy all this while with you people beside me....thanks alot....MIss you people always especially Leslie kor, vicent di, brother kun,jeslene mei and some others I've not seen for a long time...
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