Sunday, November 13, 2005
Argh... thinking back bout this morning stuff I wanna buay tahan le and can't stop thinking.....This morning went back to my church then they have mini fair..then bumped into many of my youth group friends... then my junior that Jason, chatted with me for a while then suddenly asked me bout me and my ex not Nivel hor...the other guy before Nivel his name is that Derek..argh...I DL ar...when Jason told me what that MF said..... He said bad things bout me..fine, then even insult and say like how he wished he could have take advantage of me( you know lah) in the first place while I was still with him..then say I very Ah Lian, he leh?? people say he Ah beng..Big fuck! he go claimed that he is the one who ditched me..actually I was the one who initiate the break up...Jason say he know that cannot be he break with me de...
Ok lah, let me give you guys a clearer picture and is story time..wahaha.....yeah, it happen like this..that MF ad me were in the same church, then know him for quite some time then we went steady, we were together about 3 months. Then at that time, I was kinda shy cos, I didn't ever let guys hold my hand or touch me mah..then he always KPKB about this loh....tell Jason say, i very what....don't allow him to hold hand etc etc....yeah, so?? can say I'm a little too conservative at that time....Some more, my palms will get sweaty...he cannot understand my situation is it? Then whenever we never talked or call each other, he sometime will asked whether am I seeing another guy... what the fuck?? man, how can he anyhow suspect me..I'm not that type who flirt or what.. his attitude sucks thats why I broke up with him..I can't stand him... then on the day we broked up he kept on tired to call me,msg me and even get his God-brother to talked to him.
The last time I saw him was this year while having some gathering with my church friends..then he said he was sorry for what he had done to me in the past... Then now, stab me at the back....He some more anyhow say things which are not true trying to ruin my reputation.....well, alot of people also don't quite like him. Jason say whenever he talked, he'll always used vulgarities...but heard he now in army then jason say his hair like beng man.... too bad lah derek....can't get what you want..you think Im stupid to let you make use of me?? better watch what you say else I can sue you for slandering....I won't sue you but maybe in future your company will do that...
may I ask, what have I done? why must you do this to me, even how much you hate me you can't say things which are not true you know?? you are ruining my reputation.don't think I don't know what you've done....you ever bribed Li xing and Lionel if they can ever get my number right, fortunately the both of them didn't followed your way. Beware you'll get your retribution..BLP, jerk. WTF?? YOU mf, knn nnb ccb,s on of the bitch, bastard.
NO strength to talk so much le lah....today went out to study with Xin Xin then after study we took neoprint..weee..so kawaii ne....haha
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