Friday, November 11, 2005
haha time to update my blog..yeah past few days..hmmm..yeah, tuesday was my twins cousin birthday and my first ex, justin birthday same day......haha At last! our power point and report done finished....like what xin xin say brain juice all used up..wahahaha...ya , crack my brains while doing the report then slept at around 0315hrs, got my pay too altogether got $240.00. Then wedensday, was tkd training...wah lau I asked my junior come for training end up he went there and sleep..haiyo...while was having break thought of want to splash water at him de..but don't want i where got so bad...
haiz yesterday knew bout my IA grades I only can say one word to illustrate.. Sucks...argh..shit my future gone le...can't go higher NITEC can't go poly...argh...this sucks I don't want to end my education here.. I want to further my studies as far as I could..I hope to get a diploma in whatever course I take in poly in future... but i this kind of pattern wait long long ar..I hate myself for being sucks in whatever I do...at work also can screw up, rehersal for dance or whatever also can screw up....argh.... last time if i didn't remember wrongly, i was in some church camp rehersing for my singing performance then I screwed up then got one of the church teacher or whoever say something like this :''IF you don't do better, one more time you go wah lau...then I tried very hard then end up never get kick out ...
Don't know why outside people thought I study poly thought I in secondary school come from the NA stream then I told them I from NT they don't believe thought I pulling their legs....but people say I look very smart look very smart so what?? just only have a pea brain..If next time get PHD, ar.. i must say not that PHD degree indeed is Permanent Head Damage..
say all this no use..must study hard, don't get C at least get a B...I want to prove others wrong..wel, I'm doing this not for others indeed for myself..... I wish whatever I hope will never be a disapppointment.... Past few days hardly fold cranes.. I got another bout 199 more to go..then my mother whenever see me fold cranes she keep on asking then I tell her don't Kpo lah..she say I fold for BF..hello since when I got BF?? well, i got someone in mind already but we haven't go steady ma....consider my bf meh???haiyo..that time got one of my working friend say like me, he zhen me de lah..he say realy like..but too bad, I say I like someone le..and asked him to wait long long for me to fall for him..haha ya loh, i hope when my junior get to come across this, there won't be so much misunderstanding . I just want to tell him ( my junior ) that my feelings haven't fade and will never fade... always by your side and loving you without flatteries..
Aiyoh. say all this..make people hair stand just like that stupid girl her bog make people hair stand...Ok, lah..today never work at the New Park hotel..that job is at new park hotel is my backup job... that means now I have 2 jobs...thanks to long papa and his friend max, for recommending me this job..glad jessica, my secondary school friend like this job...well, that day a new park hotel..altogether we have 7 people 4 are max's friends, then plus me
and jessica..jessica's brother will be joining us..woo hoo... we are team!!
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