Wednesday, November 23, 2005
I guess is time I have to say this out... I really don't know what is going on and wanna know what is happening..please don't keep in the dark if you really have something to tell me...whenever I fold the cranes, tears will roll down.. other than folding cranes, aI always take them out counting one by one to see if there are 365 cranes..I folded 365 cranes is because I hope to be by your side every minute, every day, every second till my time is up...think of you, I feel hapy and my heart will ache....I really don't know what to do?? sometimes I think whether to continue like this or to stop it...though my feelings is still there, I have the feeling that this will happen again just like my past... think of you when I'm alone, I tend to cry but I tried my best to hold my tears..whenever I am suppose to cry, I just simply can't cry out and when I'm not suppose to cry out tears eventually flow....I don't want to be like this... someone tell me what to do?? I'm confused, feeling with mixed emotions.... whatever it is....you're constantly marked in my heart and never be forgotten... I rather we still like each other like before and probably don't be together... I just hope I can be your angel till i'm gone and seeing you finding your happiness...
today I go school meet WX, then we went Bugis ate Yoshinoya.. then went to take neoprint.... haha.. then after that, went to GH for his dental appointment..haha then he did his upper teeth brace...haha next time my turn to do brace..my upper teeth the right side crooked.. then must do brace..actually when I was bout 12 or 13 my dad keep on want me to do brace...then dragged until I 15 years old my mum realised my teeth crooked then must go do..aiyah drag until last year and now loh..so this year must confirm do le.....
torn
