rewind back.. hmm.. wednesday was me and him 2nd month anniversary liao.. too bad.. didn't get for each other anything.. aiya.. doesn't matter whether have presents anot.. heex.. yeah, we went to watched a movie.. watched The Dark. then after that he pulled me go take neoprint.. haha to bad can't get to see it now cos, I trying to scan them... After spending time with eachother, I went to macpherson to meet yun mama, long papa, eddie and the others as we are celebrating wei x's birthday.. wei x treated us.. haiz.. so bored short of ling, xin xin,carol, su yu, charlene, kelvin... wow I got home bout 11 something
yesterday, ling came to rebond her hair.. sorry ling, cos i accidentally make you say ouch.. wah lau her inner hair damn short very hard to do sia.. but glad she like it.. hehe... hmm.. another 9 more days to chinese new year.. and I'm really glad thati really made it through andhang on to this r/s and gain back my confidence le bah, I hope this will be my lst r/s for my teenhood.. just hoping this will last.. I wanna prove to myself and to my ex that I can make it.. and without him around I'm not a useless person..
what to say now?? hmm.. I gotta know of this couple named alan and shu hui( they are nivel's friends) really envy them.. they like so perfect, never quarrel at all like that.. so en ai, they next month one year already wor... hmm.. how I wished I can be like alan and shu hui.. I really pei fu shu hui, she's a bei ai de nu ren with a good bf by her side. they from the same polytechnic,same age... not say I not satisfied with what I have.. but shu hui told me that a r/s is not perfect.. ya quite true from my point of view, no one and nothing is perfect on earth...
anyway, just wanna tell my dear that once he read this he won't get mad or what... I just wanna say, I'm glad that I gained back my confidence.. though he wasn't the one who helped me forget my ex.. but he helped me to forget my past.. he already stepped into my heart for a long long time liao wor..I never ever treated him as a substitue..
yaya, ok lah,.. looking forwrd to chinese new year man.. reallly hope I can get more hongbao this year, was thinking of opening my house to people who wanna come, take hongbao then pai pai pi ku zou ren..hoho.. i'll so the same thing too...
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!I WANT
More Money change my hair colour
Have a height of AT LEAST 165 and above
Keep my hair much longer like last time
GO korea/taiwan/europe/USA
Maybe get new MP3 player .Wang zi bian qing wa Idol drama VCD
Get TKD black belt New shoes
get much darker
have a good future Adidas Windbreaker Get a job
BUy another month supply of coloured contact lense
A hanbok(korean costume)& yukata(kimono)
buy flower power new tops have a wonderful 18th birthday
get into poly
