Thursday, January 05, 2006
wow....a new year 2006 le... lots of things to say.. yeah, haiz.. yesterday went back to school for tkd training then end up bei ka jiao by a few people...one of the senior asked me who is my boyfriend at first I didn't say one.. then end up she asked nick then she go asked my dear loh.. she smart sia.. then for training can't tie my hair cos, I've ust rebonded my hiar,.. haha..
ok lah, forward to today.. haiz..today also went down to hougang for tkd training.. yeah, at first I was being told training at hougang CC but no, is at hougang RC... gosh! i made my dear wait..sorry dear.. then on the bus we talked on the phone suddenly I du lan bout something then I showed attitude.. I should have tell him nicely.. sorry dear... haiz.. he need time to be alone..ok.. I hope it won't be like nivel say he want to be alone then we end up break up.. I don't want the same thing to happen again.. Oh ya, every month on the 9th is not a nice day for me.. cos, that day nivel broked up with me.. I hope my current dear won't say break to me.. I'm very sorry.. hope you can forgive me... me will not stop loving you just like you do.. i'm sorry.. this time is really my fault..
now, don't know how.. feel very loss and confused.. and also afarid of what gonna happen I don't wanna think of that past.. but.. don't know why I have this bad feeling that my past will ocme back and haunt me again.. part of me say I should let go but another part of me say I still love him... I wonder what is he thinking... I really wanna know.. haiz.. ok lah, let nature take its course bah.. hmm.. people, would you mind help me keep a lookout for a form saying about donating organs when you die.. I 'm loooking for that form.. cos, the donor must be 18 and above... so, when I turned 18 I gonna sign the form.. yeah, if i'm not wrong, there must be 2 witnesses...
hope to see this form around cos, I wanna donate my organs when I die..
dear, just wanna tell you.. i'm sorry ok.. bu yao bu li wo....i really don't mean to vent my frustration de.. Whatever I said and hurt you.. i'm sorry.. ya, always loving you..
torn
