Friday, February 17, 2006
hee.. 14th feb was V day.. however, I can't celebrate with dear.. but I went to school in the morning to apply for hihger nitec, then dear came le, after I left the school, I accompany dear go TP.. Then went to eat.. he so good.. bought me my japanese food.. heex.. then gave me my present.. too Bad.. I didn't got him a present as I didn't know what to give and was busy with other stuffs.. Then tomorrow we 3 months anniversaary le, also cannot celebrate.. haiz.. next time then make up for him bah..
this week, we meet up at least 3 times leh.. cos monday he fetched me home, tuesday we accompany each other here and there.. then wedensday I went back for TKD training, he came down and wat fr me to finish training. He very caring , thoughtful, bought me H20 packet drink and durian cake.. hehe.. Wah paing! training damn jia lat.. cos, my leg cannot squat and sit.. then take stairs very pain , legs feel like jelly bah. then he piggyback me.. xin ku ta le bah.. what to do? bones heavy most guys sure cannot take it sure will complain bodyache de.. see, monday, and wedensday see me home.. ar.. tai hao le..
some more what to say leh? then before he send me home, we went to sat at some bench near my home, sit down and rest for a while. haiz.. legs damn aching till today. then when I want to go off le, he gently hugged me, then gave me a kiss on my cheek.. hehe.. eh, his hand damn warm de..
ok, talk bout today, argh... what a torture my ahem! cause my stomach to feel damn bloody pain.. then have to go toilet a few times.. so pain... argh.. sometimes I think be nu ren very xin ku, caused nu ren are weak, vulnerable, fragile, emotional, they need special treatment de, need to be pampered... Other than that, nu ren will chi kui more than man, then some men no good treat their wives like maid/ servants... then men leh, always wanted to be served and treated like an emperor.. gosh! nevermind I wanna prove to people that women are not weak they are independent, not easily bullied, intelligent, not useless...
hmm.. as i was thinking bout what to do to make up for my dear, I roughly hd an idea what to do le bah.. but haven't really go and confrimed bout it lah... Time flies, hope to see my coolster gang/buddies again... hope my chlaet got more people come.. hehe....
Lastly, I wanna say this.. hmm dear, I know you think that i treat my friends better.. but pls, I've tried my best to treat u and my friends fairly... There is limit de.. ysz/ Must balance cannot always all my time for you then I throw my friends away.. just wanna let you get this picture clearly.. ok, other than that, I appreiciate for what you've done.. I'll not be so ungrateful to those who have help me before.. you asked me whether am I ahppy whenever I[m with you.. the answer is yes,.... yes doesn't means today only, means yesterday, today and the times we are together always... I believe you have the same answer too.. i'm glad you did not sorta pity me then take me as your gf.. cos, I don't want because people pity me then do that..Other than my previous ex, I realise you are much much more caring to that extent.. I'm not comparing.. I just hope our r/s will last.. I'm always here for you whenever you need me de...
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