Tuesday, February 28, 2006
I guess is time I should have a ''press conference'' on my blog. yeap, readers might be curious why all this while I have not write and talk about my boyfriend on my blog. well, the answer is very simple, we broke upp.. I broke up with him when he told me he wanted a one week break at first I thought it was aright for him to have a one week break, however, the next day my conscience was telling me something was amiss.. my firend qing tian, told me that this kind of thing ever kinda happen to him once, my boyfriend reason for a week vacation was he said he wanna test whether our feelings for each other is true anot.. qing tian and xin xin told me that his reason is an excuse..
well, after we broke up, he still calls and sms-ed me.. then one night, he called then he suddenly blurted out that question asking hether do I have a new boyfriend, i was shocked and asked him why he asked that question... whenever he calls me, he seems to be so hurry to hang up on me, i told myself though we are still friends, but there is a limit to friendship.. yeah, but few days later, I didn't kow what has coame into my mind I started telling him that I still love him, so does he still feel the same for me, days later he asked for a reconcilation. I told him I wanted to consider bout his request... in the end, I still gave in to his ocnsent as I realised that everyone deserves a second chance and our love, confidence, feelings for each other is still there.
since we patched up, frankly speaking I MUST SAY that he doesn't seems to acknowledge this r/s and myexistence.. I managed to talked to him about it yeah, I even told him this '' ask me to be your girlfriend is you, now you asked for a reconcilation is also from you again" he had one condition which is if I have any problem, I have to confront him first before asking qing tian( sunny) and he claims that whenever I have problems I will always loook for qing tian. he wants me to think of him first.
I tell myself if this r/s still ocntinues to be like this, I guess this time I'll break off with him and will have nothing to do with him... I hope to see changes
torn
