Hmm.. glad to hear from wei X that he is much better, hmm.. wei x, you really lost wieght le, remember to eat ok? hmm... ok, talk about yesterday, after work, I went out with my secondary school buddy Li Ting. We went to Bugis, she wanna buy clothes de, then edn up cannot find what she want, haiz.. so choosy, she herself say she is choosy wor.. haha.
Xi qi leh, she patched up with her ex bf John, she stead with him when she was in sec4 they were together for 8 months, then after that they broke up, then last year she got her N levels results she and John were together again, I down there stunned, and say she this type of guy also want, but she said he changed alot, he much more conern about the people around him, she also hope that, he will not take her for granted... then she ask me, what will I do if i'm her, I told her, if i'm her and JOhn wanna patch with me, I 'll tell him to wait long long, wait next life bah, in my point of view, I'll say: It has been a long time, already, I had a hard time trying to forget you, why must you step into my life again, when you wanna break up with me? once, love and confidence is gone, it can never be found back." I'll say that to my ex.
Li ting say she never hated for what john had done, but if he bully her, i will not let him off.. haha.. yeap! well, don't know why whenever I just broke up with my bf or what, I'll just get to know another guy friend, haiz.. it started since nivel and me broke up, there is Wei X and qing tian around, then now is after I broke up with Jeff or whoever, there is jerry's friend, I never give him my number de, is jerry that guy so dua pai gave him my number without asking.. haiz.. then like that loh.. haha.
I'm tired for a new r/s I really need a long break.. I hope Li ting, will be happy with john and john will cherish her, hopefully they'll last as long as possible, Li ting told me true love means even when this couple is always being separated, in the end they'll still be together.. yaya, it seems that now I won't believe this kind of stuffs liao.. argh.. maybe I really no confidence le or what, I also don't know, but whenever any guy is nice to me, I never think that they like me but I don't know why, my mum will think that those guys whom I go out with like me, or trying to woo me, come on! look at my pattern you all know liao, nobody want de, lelong also worthless, so rough, not smart, not very tall, also got people want.. aiyoh, like that all the guys sure run away liao.. some more so feirce, immature which means I still crazy over idols like those 13 or 14 year old girl.. aiyoh..
if you go ask all my ex, confirm say I sucks de lah... what about them? they sucks too.. ar.. whatever lah, now not important, manage to have the mood to think more about my party stuffs again and glad wei X is better, past few days I cannot let her know that I no mood to think about my party sutffs due to wei x's stuffs in case she say alot of things, haiz.Last time, she anyhow say , say I cry over one guy.. oh my goodness.. no way loh, why would I cry over some sickening asshole? no point.
I having one problem now, it seems that I'm going through my puberty all over again.. I don't know why, but my instincts seems to tell me that, like I began to eat like a dinosaur, then my homones are still imbalance, my period cycles tend to cock up frequently, this sign seems to be those girls who are in their early teens going through all these, don't know why like that, then li ting say maybe I still can grow.. haha hopefully bah.. haha... Then she say I more prettier and more mature liao.. got meh? even my testimonial written by my secondary school friends they also say I more mature liao.. got meh? hai ok lah.. not only that, still got popele calling me mei nu.. haha.. tao yan! heex. wow! 10 more days to my chalet leh.. so excited but sad cos my PTL not coming, haiz.. xiang, you'll be fine. hope to see you around soon..
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!I WANT
More Money change my hair colour
Have a height of AT LEAST 165 and above
Keep my hair much longer like last time
GO korea/taiwan/europe/USA
Maybe get new MP3 player .Wang zi bian qing wa Idol drama VCD
Get TKD black belt New shoes
get much darker
have a good future Adidas Windbreaker Get a job
BUy another month supply of coloured contact lense
A hanbok(korean costume)& yukata(kimono)
buy flower power new tops have a wonderful 18th birthday
get into poly
