yup. today my PTL wei x his dad was being send off.. haiz.. yesterday was the last night of his dad's wake, I , carol, eddie, ling, yun mama and some others was there, hmm.. feel very sad for him, while I was witnessing the scene of hicoffins getting ready to be burned, it reminds me of my grandfather who passed away 12 years ago, haiz... it was raining, and many of us were walking behind the vehicles, those musics, were being played, a couple of poeple were carrying his dad's coffin carry till they reach around geylang area, then they put the coffin into the vehicle, to think back, 12 years ago, i was 6 and my grandfather died, his wake was held at singapore casket on the last day, the coffin was sealed up, and ready to set off, my family and relatives were pushing the van, however my grandfather's funearal service was a christian one, hmm... his body was send to mt.verner(not sure if the spelling is correct) around joo seng rd, while the coffin was about to move and send for burning, my relative and my family members cried very loud, then the coffin, went in, we cried even harder, after that was done, we went to collect his photo.
haiz... so sad, really make me think of my late grandfather when I saw wei x's dad. Indeed, I cried at home.. haiz... then when I was 8 years old, my great grandmother passed away she was in her 80s if i'm not wrong. her funeral service was a buddhist one, hers was being send to choa chu kang to bury, then some fa shi or who have to throw grain of rice , I wasn't sure what was that for.. Actually not only these 2 loved ones have gone, I still have another uncle( my mum's youngest brother) he died quite early, my mum told me he committed suicide, If i'm not wrong there wasn't any funeral service for him, he committed suicide at kallang river, and I heard that his body wasn't found, but my grandmother and other relatives went to the temple to get the monk or some fa shi to chant. that is all i can remember.
another 12 more days to my birthday party, so ke xi, my PTL (part -time laogong) wei x cannot come, cos long papa say he must wait after 100 days of his dad's death then he can enjoy.. haiz.. whenever got anyone's birthday, he is always aorund de, like ling's birthday celebration at k-box, long papa and kelvin's birthday at marina bay eating steamboat and yun mama's birthday, esp, the marina bay one, he very good play host to me, know what I eat and doesn't eat.. but on the 30th april he can't come, is ok lah, still got my other 7 flowers sisters.. haha and some others like qing tian,long papa and many many more.. don't wanna think too much, cos past few days never bother to think about my birthday stuffs lah.
but I suppose all those unhappy things should come to an end. wei x rmb what I say ok. I'm always here for you whenever you need me.. jia you,i know is a hard blow.. but you must be able to accept the fact,your dad shall rest in peace and the murderer will be nabbed. beware of your mum as the blow is too harsh, make sure she is in good health and remember to take yr meals regularly, I believe your dad doesn't want to see you all in this manner. so be strong, everything will come to an end. you are not able to come to my birthday celebration I can understand I just wanna see you carry on with your life and after 10o days you will be free to enjoy life, ya.. anything, just give me a call or leave a msg..
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!I WANT
More Money change my hair colour
Have a height of AT LEAST 165 and above
Keep my hair much longer like last time
GO korea/taiwan/europe/USA
Maybe get new MP3 player .Wang zi bian qing wa Idol drama VCD
Get TKD black belt New shoes
get much darker
have a good future Adidas Windbreaker Get a job
BUy another month supply of coloured contact lense
A hanbok(korean costume)& yukata(kimono)
buy flower power new tops have a wonderful 18th birthday
get into poly
