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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Now,feeling light with everything in my life now.. cos, Last saturday we 2 broke up. This time, we officialy broke up,confirm guarantee chop, no more thinking of a reconcilation liao
well, deal to so many stuffs. Got '' charges'' against him and some evidence bah. This time for r/s I shall give it a break, I continue to stay single and unavailable for as long as possible.. I mean it!

Yeah, ok the reasons are listed below:
- doesn't even know how to cherish the chances given to him
- like to complaint
- suspect someone he don't like.

- He has a weird personality
- easily jealous
- abit like male chauvinist
- still not mature
- ill mannered

explanations and scenes that happen

Doesn't even know how to cherish the chances given to him
-when we were together, he doesn't sseems to bother to call/msg me he'll only look for me once in a while, is like as if we are not going steady at all, then slowly, things were alright, then when we rreconcield the same thing happen again,he even have the cheek to ask whether do I still want the r/s. How could he? the one who doens't acknowldege the r/s asked me that question, is ridiculous. he even dare to say he is feeling insecure, he never thought of other people's feelings. he is always like that

like to complaint: hmm.. ok, when things weren't working out too well between us at that time, he started to complaint, Then when people did something wrong, unintentionally, he will complaint and somehow, make the matter a big issue.

suspect someone he don't like: He dislike one of his classmates, which is one of my former junior, then whenever anything happen like his stuffs went missing, he will suspect is someone he don't like stole his stuffs away. He never ever thought carefully and kinda pushed the balme to anyone, he even kinda suspected me before, not once but at least 2-3 times.

when I was about to buy our one month anniversary present, I didn't told him what I wanted to buy, just becasue I don't let him accompany me to buy stuffs, then he himself say he suspected me buying girls' stuffs. Then when I say is one month anniversary present, he somewhat told me this : " glad you never bought for another guy"

2. when we broke up, he called and asked whether am I having a new boyfriend.

3. he ever asked me, will I be with him just because of money

Weird personality: whenever, he is not feeling well, in a bad mood, tired etc etc, he just wouldn't talk. He'll just keep quiet and people around him won't know what exactly happen. well, that ever happen, when I was asking him something, he didn't bother to answer or at least show some gesture, just because he is not feeling well or what. He could have at least let the other party know. seems to keep to himself quite often, then once he wrote in his old blog saying having good friends is a trouble, he love money more than anything else.I ever told him off saying about his character he got less friends or no friends.

another case: I was at camp busy doing some stuffs, then he askd me to give him a call ASAP as he is tired and about to sleep, when I say another 5 minutes he was ok, with it. then I was getting more busy, then he kinda asked me when will I call, I say abit later, then he sudden;y flared up and somehow, vent his frustration just because he is tired etc etc...

easily jealous: Whenever I am with other guys talking, going out with them, he will get easily jealous, he ever thought I like wei X.

Abit like male chauvinist: he ever told me to treat him better, then recently before we broke up, he ever asked me to report to him about stuffs like when am I going to sentosa, when I wanna go clubbing must let him know. Even told me that, If I have any problem, I confront him before asking qing tian or whoever, he wants me to think of him first.

Still not mature: the way he talks and expresses himself, notonly that, whenever he msg, there is broken english, then when he speak english, he cannot pronounce properly.

not able to decide in certain stuffs.

Not very street wise.

Ill mannered: When I told him not to read my personal blog without my permission, yet he wnet and read it, he think I don't know, actually I suspected that he read my personal blog, so I questioned him, he said no, then later he confessed. His reason for reading my personal blog is because from there he can know what am I really thinking, not only that, talk bad about people, tell lies.

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sunday was grading, yeah. I got there early as I am suppose to meet Derrick and othe others to eat Mcdonalds breakfast, yummy.. eat until my stomach very full. Then that night, I had a bad headache till monday morning, then in the late afternoon, is much better already then I carry on doing my sutffs, yup, now I'm busy doing Coolster zhuan ji which is collections of pictures of coolster members into one thick album . Yup! busy decorating and adding more pictures and stuffs you guys will get to see it on my birthday celebration. then in the evening went back to california fitness club long time never went backliao. I went for hip hop clas again, then the next class was special was some disco dancing thingy.. cool! I styaed and dance, I realised dancing can relieve my stress too other than yoga/ pilates.. yup! better keep myself busy with stuffs, like decorating coolster album, preparing for my birthday, do the things I like and long time never do. so I won't think of that stupid stuffs and other nonsense.

Thanks friends, esp Ling, I'm alright liao and the others too.. I listened to you all de advice liao

torn