back feeling real happy celebrating my 18th birthday in advance. Glad to see my secondary school friends and everyone else who came to my party.. heex. got lots of presents, red packets too.. The best I like is, I took as many pictures as possible for my birthday party and my dad even helped me do a video.
I am busy blowing my whistle when it is cut cake time and sabo time.. haha. yeah, that's my tool.
Really wanna thank gang yuan cos, he helped me pulled some of our sec 4t1 classmates, thanks alot.. then got a lot of pictures with my tkd friends and coolster gang, haha, didn[t expect ice man can come out from his army camp and join in the fun.. hmm.. my lao da, max and his other friends came, ke xi, one of the shuai ge, bernard never come, haha. Hope you guys had a great time too.
That night, almost everyone left already, gang yuan and my other secondary school friends went for a walk, then, left long papa, yun mama, qing tian, rebecca, ice man. Rebecca said that I seems to be quiet , yeah, then the rest of them asked me to say out if got anything in my mind, well, I didn't know what to do, then I went to the other side of the chalet, then long papa followed me, then long papa talked to me for a while, then I couldn't control my emotions, then I cried, he asked me what happen then I told him what am I feeling right now, I told him that very ke xi wei x cannot come, cos whenever anyone birthdya, he is always around, now my birthday he is not around , I can understand but just feel something missing bah, though at midnight, he called and sang happy birthday song, I was touched and happy, then on that sunday night, he called yun mama then yun mama passed me the phone then wei x talked to me for a while.
not only long papa comforted me, ice man was there, then he asked me what happen he even asked me is it my ex bully me, or what,I said no. then thought about what I said to long papa earlier on, I cried then ice mna willing to lend me his shoulder, but I just put my head down and cry..
Yesterday was labour day, I got free tickets to wild wild wet, cheryl, xin xin, joel and me went to wild wild wet, since they have never been before I encouraged and told them to give themselves a chance to have fun at wild wild wet, glad they had fun. THen many of my friends who stayed over, left, then at night, I was alone, well, I just treat my chalet as a hostel in some university.lolx. my mum, called then she took her stuffs and stayed over
Today I checked out quite early, then I send my photos for develpment, in the afternoon, I went out with xin xin, joel and cheryl. at first I thought xin xin and me will be going out, then she said joel dismiss school early, so he'l be joining us, I at first was like oh no, I like disturb ppl dating leh, then wanna asked cheryl accompnay me, but then , she in school, then nevermind, cheryl called me, asked me where am I, then I told her I meeting xin xin, then JOel coming along ma, so asked her to join us, so I won't feel bu zhi zai ba.. yeah,so the four of us went to bugis then to Kovan.
hmm.. really had a great birthday party, I hoped in future my birthday party will be a happy one.
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!I WANT
More Money change my hair colour
Have a height of AT LEAST 165 and above
Keep my hair much longer like last time
GO korea/taiwan/europe/USA
Maybe get new MP3 player .Wang zi bian qing wa Idol drama VCD
Get TKD black belt New shoes
get much darker
have a good future Adidas Windbreaker Get a job
BUy another month supply of coloured contact lense
A hanbok(korean costume)& yukata(kimono)
buy flower power new tops have a wonderful 18th birthday
get into poly